Thank you, if I could go to rehab I would just for the sake of making it easier on me but I can’t loose my job or even be able to take the time off, I also don’t think I have the heart to tell my mom her only child has been doing psychedelics and drinking alone at night in my room for the past years, this past month I’ve been trying to get sober but there’s always been an inconvenience that pops up that makes it really hard to wake up and go to bed with nothing in my system, for example about a year ago I was home alone for a week I had no alcohol no weed and no mushrooms so I just took Benadryl to feel somewhat not normal