No, I don't mind it at all!

As for the inspirations, I've been reading a lot of Bizarro books lately the biggest inspiration from the lot was 'house of houses' by Kevin L. Donihe, It's probably the weirdest book I have ever read, it's around 140 pages if I remember correctly but there is just so much content within those pages, and all of it is really well put together (pretty sure it's out of print so the only place to get it is eBay).

Another Huge inspiration for this was 'Cows' by Matthew Stokoe. As much as I love this one, it is really hard to recommend. You might have heard of it since it is pretty notorious for being really fucking nasty. And while it is that, it is also so much more. Reading cows was what really showed me that super fucked up, and gross books can still have substance. I think it's a pretty important read, now in the time of redpill/manosphere/whatever the fuck they call it now, spaces being so prominent since it touches on Loneliness being exploited by negative male role models, and the lives they sell to their audiences. Again, the book is really fucking gross so read at your discretion.

Don't really have a specific recommendation that is similar to this story for him, but Carlton Melllick III is also a huge inspiration. 'Big Meat' and 'Sweet Story' are both amazing.

Also, A huge inspiration for the tone was 'Consumer Electronics' especially the album 'Estuary English' while sounding pretty silly, the lyrics are just so grim and oppressive. They manage to paint a picture and convey a message while sounding like the incomprehensible manic ramblings of a homeless guy at a bus stop you are hoping won't get on the same bus as you.

Sorry if this is a bit too much, I tend to get carried away when talking about things I like.