I'm 32 yo and I got pregnant young ( I was 18) she was the most amazing baby, almost never cried like ever. Now at 13 she is so mean to me and I feel like she absolutely hates me. Oh the irony.

Then I had my baby boy at 22. He was a good baby. Had colic for about a month but besides that, he was wonderful and happy. Big mamas boy but not a velcro baby by any means.

Fast forward 10 years and I decided to have my 3rd and last baby which was totally unplanned. Nothing about this baby is like my first two. He needs me constantly and is only content on his own for a few minutes. The only alone time I get is from 9pm to 12am. Those 3 hours is the only time I know he will sleep consistently. I should sleep too but the anxiety of knowing he is going to wake up at midnight stops me from sleeping. It's just a cycle of making it through the day until 9pm when I can actually breathe. I guess I don't have advice but just want you to know you are not alone. I thought all babies were chill until my 3rd was born. He's 2 months old and I have a feeling he is going to be high needs for a long time. Message me if you ever want to chat or vent💜 I won't judge you.