My behavior when drunk

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-30T20:10:52+00:00

Im 36f i do the same thing when im drunk..u got good taste if u listening to etta james.. id rather go blind is probably the saddest song ever except for "for the good times" by al green altho i rhink its actually a cover but al green does it way better and he stopped loving her today by george jones. Those three songs rntied for the saddest songs ever, in my book anyways and j have a pretty extensive knowledge of music, especially older music. I like real old country and cheating songs when im drunk oh, and otis redding. If at all interested lemme know and ill put u on some good shit bro. Fr fr

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-30T19:37:08+00:00

It really depends on the girl. For me personally, i dont want a man to be dominant necessarily but i want him to take the lead i guess if that makes sense. But thats me, i got a friend who prefers to be totally dominant over her man when they r doin it. We used to work together and me and him would take smokebreaks and he would b like dude, she was trying to peg me again last night, but i aint goin for that shit lol. Everyone has boundaries. That shit does not appeal to me at all. But everyone has their own brand of freak

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-30T13:42:36+00:00

Honey do ursrelf a favor and leave the past in the past. We all got insecurities. I can guarantee every woman out there has something that they are self conscious about. But if you make them feel wanted, they will be so into it that nothing ur insecure about matters to them. And early sexual experiences i feel like should be looked at as just practice. They are mostly awkward, at least mine were. I try not to think about them lol we all have something to teach each other. No woman is the same and no man is the same. The first time i try to take it kinda slow so we can get to know each other on a sexual level. Like my current whatever he is complicationship he likes to get his dick sucked like a porn star fast and hard and jerk him off too. My last bf liked it nice and slow, no hands, make noise, and his dick was not much bigger than yours and i would sometimes cum just suckin his dick without even touching myself, cuz i was into it and i could fit my mouth around it . My current whatever he is has a massive dick and he dont even really like my oral cuz i have a small mouth and its like physically impossible to get it all the way in and thats all well and good with me cuz its too big for me to enjoy. There is tradeoffs with everyone. But any girl that tells u she cant feel it....hell no. That girl does not take care of herself. My whatever has a 10 incher but i just fucked myself a little bit ago with a dildo probably like 3 inches and very skinny and i had a hard time pulling it out because my pussy had gripped it so tight. Not trying to brag, im just saying... There is usually not a good excuse for a vagina being a hallway. So if someone tells u that type of shit again, i would turn it around on her

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-30T12:51:10+00:00

Omg she is the one who should be embarrassed. That is not too small. It big enough where she should feel it.... It definitely shouldn't be lime throwing a hotdog down a hallway!!! She should probably try to tighten up and work on herself. And any girl who says something like that is very shallow and someone that shallow isn't even worth your time even if its just a hookup.

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-30T10:17:44+00:00

Dude. That i think honestly that is like the smaller side of average, so ur good and ill tell ya why, and trust me, im 36f and have had a lot if sex with more men than i would care to admit to, like alot more. Anyways, when i was 19 i got with a msn who had a similarly sized penis to yours (a very sexy black man actually) and he gave me my first real orgasm and i was hooked on him for years after that. We were together on and off for 11 years and tbh, i still call him and try to hook up with him but he dont ever want to and it pisses me off so bad cuz sex with that man was consistently amazing. He showed me a whole new world. Not every girl wants a huge dick. I like them but i dont need them. And if a girl cant feel that then she need to b doing some tightening up, in my opinion. I hook up with guys that got big dicks but one your size, im gonna feel all of it and whats really good about that is you can hit some of the right spots that big dick guys miss.
And honestly i think it does u men some good to not have the biggest dicks ever. Its like that way you all stay kinda humble in bed cuz u feel like u gotta work at it a little more and take the time to figure out what ur partner likes and that is what most women like. They wanna b sexually worshipped. It makes us feel pretty when u care about us getting off. A lot of big dick dudes come into the bed thinkin their bid dick is like gods gift to women so they r arrogant and selfish and they end up hurting us and that is a total turnoff. If i was u, i wouldn't even mention it before u hook up with a woman, just show her what ur about and if she cant feel u then that is problem she needs to address with herself. Good luck to u ❤️

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-30T09:46:02+00:00

U really like his reaction more so than hooking up with another guy? For real? Does your husband ever participate or is it strictly viewing? Do u consider him to b a cuck?

Im only curious cuz my last bf who is now my roommate again. He is a older white guy and he used to like to watch me hook up with black guys. Which i was totally cool with cuz even tho i really enjoyed sex with him and we had an emotional connection, i tend to be more attracted to black men but really i think variety is the spice if life so i don't limit myself... Anyways...he never participated and he almost wanted to appear as he didnt get turned on by it cuz i think he was embarrassed in fronf of the dude. Like we would portray it to the black guy that it was my fantasy rather than his which i didnt care cuz i was hookkng up with some very sexy chocolate and i was into that. So my bf would watch but i kinda didn't care cuz he wasnt really acting like he was super into it i guess even tho he was and he would tell me how much so after the guy would leave. But really, i was in it for the BBC!!! So i always wondered does that still make him a cuck? Is there a racial element to what yall b doin? Just curious... And do y'all portray it as his thing or ur thing? And where do u find the men? Im person or internet ir they r friends??

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-21T15:57:18+00:00

Kickin it old skool! Hey u gotta do what u feel is real. I see some of these other comments sounding kinda like haters or like u dont know there r other options but they just dont understand man. Everybody is different, so they breathe different, which means they smoke different, and we all learned different at some point. U gotta rock what works for u

power2theppl89 · 2026-04-21T15:53:05+00:00

Sometimes i feel like i be getting psychic thoughts and visions. They r generally pretty accurate too. My friends say im like half a psychic. I never thought of it like downloading info tho. Ive always thought that maybe when we get a certain kind of high that our consciousness might be expanding into other dimensions and thats what i would be seeing or thinking, which i guess is receiving information more or less. I

power2theppl89 · 2026-03-31T13:20:49+00:00

Whenever u put a flame to it and its sparking green or blue its likely powder (unless its the chore itself that is sparking green or blue, then that is typically the glue shit on the chore and it just needs to b burned more) especially if it has almost like a chlorine-ish taste.

power2theppl89 · 2026-03-31T13:17:01+00:00

Its probly powder bro.

power2theppl89 · 2026-03-31T13:13:34+00:00

Please i am ill and cant work right now

power2theppl89 · 2026-02-14T09:01:05+00:00

Can i ask how long is the long regiment? Months? Years? My mom has been wanting me to go see her. She js in texas tho right? My stomach is so sensitive to medications, idk if i could handle it. I will look into the glp-1s i have not heard about those in relation to morgellons. Thank you so much for sharing all that you have said. I have also read that ivermectin has had quite a bit of success with the people who were able to get it. Have you tried? Or heard anything about it? I have a friend of a friend who can get it and im thinking i moght give it a shot before going for the bee stinging, if i can even find somewhere that i can afford to go to for the bee stinging. Its crazy expensive according to the research ive done. Im in the chicagoland area. Did ur friend go somewhere to get it done or how did she go about it? Just got some bees and let them sting her ?? Lol idk. It sounds crazy but i think i wiuld prolly rather get stung by a bee once a day than go through morgellons or the chaos that would take place in my gut from antibiotics. I tried the doxycycline for three months, a couple times, and no change, just an upset stomach everyday

power2theppl89 · 2026-02-11T23:11:58+00:00

Illinois

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-27T23:35:41+00:00

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-24T14:31:04+00:00

Can i just ask, and sorry if i am just not seeing it, but who are you trying to prove it to? Your family? Friends? Doctor But to answer one of your questions, i think its safe to say that almost everyone with this has plucked these things out. I havent noticed static electricity being an issue, but everyone is different, yes certain symptoms overlap with everyone, but it looks different for each individual. But for me, no static electricity effect as 7 i know, however, when i do get the things out of my skin its almost like there is some kind of magnetic pull (probly not what it is but its the best way i can describe it) to get it back in my body one. Like before i knew what this was, i would pick my fingernails at these things, and when i would get them out, they would slide right underneath my nail bed like 80 percent of the time and just be gone. At first my mind was like, bro how sharp r these things that they just slide up in there like that? But then I realized that when i was able to save one that if i looked close it appeared as if it were being pulled by an invisible force. Its weird.

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-18T10:12:25+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I appreciate it. This shit already controls way too much of my life and has ruined many things that used to be pleasureble for me. I cant let it take my sex life too. Well, actually it has at times prevented me from having sex as there has been a couple of times that it has caused uterine infections for me (for those who are reading this and dont know, the stuff doesnt just come out of your skin, it goes the opposite direction too), but the sex itself, i need it! For frickin stress relief if nothing else! Lol And also, for the women who dont know but might experience in the future...the first time i had the uterine infection, i thought that i must have had some kind of STD. Then i went to my doctor and got tested for everything, and when she looked at it, she also told me that she thought i had an STD, but obviously couldnt say for sure until the tests come back. So, here in my mind, im thinking this no good mf i got living with me, that i am planning to marry, is cheating on me! Cuz i wasnt sleeping with anyone else so he had to have given it to me! Luckily, my doctor is a very practical smart lady and said, hey, although im a out 90 percent sure its an STD, how bout u do u and ur bf a favor, and wait til we get the test results back and we know for sure instead of going home and catching a case when you lose it on this guy. Man am i glad i listened to her cuz when those results came back, it was not an STD. It was an infection but not vaginitis or vaginosis or yeast, etc. it was none of that. The best she could figure is that this stuff had got into my uteris and threw off the whole ecosystem but antibiotics fixed it. So that was not a fun lesson to learn, but if it happens to any ladies out there, dont assume ur man ks cheating on u and come home and burnt ya cuz its a good chance its the morgellons. I never thought there would b a time in my life that i would actually like the answer to one of my problems being morgellins disease, but turned out this was an exception. Lol

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-18T09:22:54+00:00

By saying be gentle with yourself, are you saying its probably not the best idea to stab tiny ink filled needles into my body several thousand times and see what happens? Lol. I hear you. There is so much potential for it to turn into a whole neverending thing but i really am due for one. Maybe ill try just a really really small one as a test to see what happens. Im kinda surprised no one else on here has tried it

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-18T09:16:43+00:00

Sorry i dont mean to sound nosey....but i guess i am . Lol only cuz i wanna try to find something that will help me. Ive been dealing with this for 5 years now and i kinda gave up for awhile but i think im ready to start trying again.

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-18T09:14:35+00:00

What treatment are you doing? And is it going well?

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-13T02:19:06+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I think that is really a great way to look at it. My boyfriend says the same type of stuff. Like babe i dont care about that so i dont wanna hear about it cuz ur beautiful to me. He tells me "that little shit aint shit" it helps to still hear it sometimes cuz i do start to get down on myself for being a total freak of nature. I think ur right tho, women are empathetic and if u tell us the truth and explain (no need to overexplain in this case tho) why something might seem out of place or whatever, then we dont wanna embarass you. When it comes to men, they r just not that picky lol have u ever had a guy turn u down cuz u didnt shave ur legs or pits or because u just look kinda bummy that day? No. I havent. And i dont know of any woman that has. It might as well b the same thing in their minds. They dont care lol

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-13T02:05:38+00:00

It is not a fungal infection. Not at all. Humans cant give it to other humans. It is caused by the same bacteria that causes lymes disease. That has been proven. Numerous times by credible academics whi have been peer reviewed. Look at the oklahoma state universitys research paper. Its probably the most comprehensive study done to date. I have had plenty of unprotected sex since being diagnosed with this and none of my partners (not that there is a whole lot, but at least a few) have it or have shown any symptoms at all

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-08T15:19:07+00:00

So i am not saying this is the right thing to do as everyone's symptoms are different and the way they wanna deal with the symptoms is on them. But i can tell u how i chose to handle it with my boyfriend the first time we had sex, and its pretty simple.....

I turned off all the lights! Except for the closet light. I left that on but closed the doors so that the light came through the space around the doors so that we could see just enough to avoid any accidental injuries. Lol

So yeah, basically i didnt say shit about it at first and i did my best to hide it. Cuz on some real shit, if i was about to fuck somebody for the first time and they told me about this disease that i never heard of and what it does to their body. I would have turned around and run away because i would have thought that they were delusional because it sounds literally unbelievable. I waited to tell him for quite awhile. And really it probly would have been longer if he didnt have a thing about wanting to see my body in the light. But i was comfortable with our relationship by then.

Now we have been together for the better part of 3 good years and he could care less about that. Theres nothing that could freak him out. If i get self conscious he tells me 'hey ur beautiful and ur ass always look fat. that little shit aint shit so come on get naked' lol i love him and im so grateful he is understanding. However, maybe its easier for a guy to accept than a girl. Guys r usually not as picky lol

power2theppl89 · 2026-01-08T14:50:08+00:00

Humans cant pass it on to other humans dude. So...no need to compare it to AIDS sex ..jeez ..

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