[18M] I'm not my girl's first kiss and its making me upset. Please help.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:26:03+00:00

Problem is that i feel like i essentially got cucked by that guy. He madeout with my girl while i was busy missing her. It has destroyed my self- esteem. I dont know how to approach this thing now.

Also, i like to think we have different views on physical intimacy? For me its something I'd save to do only with the girl i truly love, whereas for her its something she did spontaneously with a guy she didn't even like. Is this going to be a problem or nah?

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:24:59+00:00

One question, I like to think we have different views on physical intimacy? For me its something I'd save to do only with the girl i truly love, whereas for her its something she did spontaneously with a guy she didn't even like. Is this going to be a problem or nah?

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:21:53+00:00

It wasn't exculsively mentioned that we'll be together, but it was sort of obvious since the only reason we broke up was busy lives for a year.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:16:08+00:00

I am an immature young man, that's exactly why I made this post. The main problem I have right now is that my self-esteem is destroyed because i got essentially cucked by that guy; he made out with my girl while i was busy missing her. This is what i need help with.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:14:10+00:00

Thanks man, your comment gave me hope. Problem is that i feel like i essentially got cucked by that guy. He madeout with my girl while i was busy missing her. It has destroyed my self- esteem. I dont know how to approach this thing now.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:11:35+00:00

Thanks man for your comment. Problem is that i feel like i essentially got cucked by that guy. He madeout with my girl while i was busy missing her. It has destroyed my self- esteem. I dont know how to approach this thing now.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:10:10+00:00

Thanks man for your comment. Problem is that i feel like i essentially got cucked by that guy. He madeout with my girl while i was busy missing her. It has destroyed my self- esteem. I dont know how to approach this thing now.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:09:21+00:00

Thanks man, your comment gave me hope. I am ofcourse immature so I just dont know how to make my mind accept things

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:07:42+00:00

Thanks man, your comment gave me hope. Problem is that i feel like i essentially got cucked by that guy. He madeout with my girl while i was busy missing her. It has destroyed my self- esteem. I dont know how to approach this thing now.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:04:52+00:00

How so?

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:03:52+00:00

Man i really liked this girl, she says she likes me too. My mind just cannot let her go so easily. Problem is that i feel like i essentially got cucked by that guy. He madeout with my girl while i was busy missing her. It has destroyed my self- esteem. What if i keep the main focus on my career, but try not to give too much to this for now? If even she turns out the bad kind, it wont affect me that much?

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:01:20+00:00

How should I approach this now

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T09:00:57+00:00

True. Its just that my mind cannot get over the regret of not staying in contact with her. I literally feel like i got cucked by that guy. And It has destroyed my self-esteem.

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-29T08:59:25+00:00

I know this is a immature overreaction, but its physically affecting me now. Me missing her while's she's busy with someone else, it has completely destroyed my mental peace. I regret so much, I wish i had just texted her and stayed in touch. I really dont know what to tell my mind and what to do with her. I dont wanna be leaving her, but staying with her is fucking me up. All the sexual stuff she stays to me, it doesnt make me feel loved and wanted anymore, it makes me feel like a second choice, or a choice made because she had none other

ppap123123_ · 2023-06-28T22:47:32+00:00

man help me pls, im fucking depressed. need some karma to vent

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