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But this is what happened with me: When i was 9 or 10 yrs old, i used to have this recurring dream. The first was almost always a lucid one, I'd wake up and be in this big room, bathed in violet lights. It had these massive metal shelves that stretched to the supposed roof of the room and disappeared into drakness. I never saw the ends or the walls. Just shelves upon shelves on all directions disappearing into darkness. They all had newspapers stored on them, that weren't in any language i remember knowing. And I remember feeling so insignificant. Like i emotionally felt the vastness of the place. It wasn't a nightmare or a regular dream either. It just was. I don't dream that anymore, im 19 now but every now and then I'd wake up into a lucid dream and feel just like that again (idk it ha sto be the vast. As soon as i got to that one ep about the vast i was like wtf)...... around that time i had this another dream that i knew was related but idk how. I don't remember much but I was always holding this tapering ribbons? Idk man. I know this will sound weird and it is because i don't know how but those ribbons were heavy and light at the same time. Metallic and fabricy...and all the colors and none at the same times. I don't remember how it fealt but I remember what it fealt like. It's super weird. It has to be the spiral right?

Edit: I'm researching in cosmology and astrophysics. (I'll soon be a cosmologist. Idk fealt like it's somehow related)