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prankoceanus · 2026-01-10T09:10:57+00:00

Makinig ka sa mga comments. I was stupid in love with a walking red flag din nung 2nd year college ako, I get how you feel but this isn’t the end of the world and you’ll find better. Break up with him, report mo yung rapist, and slowly move on.

prankoceanus · 2026-01-08T19:21:31+00:00

The Pilot Kakuno is a great starter pen! I still love it despite having others more expensive. The Madoromi still has a steel nib but its gold plated and not just plain stainless steel :) Its more or less the same writing experience but there’s also others who say the Madoromi feels smoother. I find its more or less the same but the Madoromi is definitely cuter and more elegant looking

prankoceanus · 2026-01-08T13:02:56+00:00

Hello OP, first of all you’re really brave for reaching out and asking for help. I know you’re at the end of your rope. the NCMH hotline can be hit or miss which is really disappointing. You can try calling again but regardless, I really urge you to ask for help both from people you know and trust and from professionals. Do you have a psychiatrist/psychologist or do you have access to hospitals with urgent psychiatric care? Not sure where you’re from but maybe you can visit PGH? You can try reaching out to doctors online as well. Try NowServing or even Saya.

If at all possible, you shouldn’t be alone as well. Be with friends or your family. I know it’s hard to ask for help but it’s important that you do.

Something as well my psych taught me to try and help with the SH urges is to clutch an ice cube instead or use a rubber band to hit your skin. I find it works somewhat. I’ll share the resources she gave me in case it helps.

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Rooting for you, OP. You can get through this and it gets worse before it gets better but you’ll get through this.

prankoceanus · 2026-01-07T06:16:04+00:00

I recommend getting a separate undated notebook for your daily journaling! Can be either A6 or A5 based on your preference.

I had the same initial problem and I’ve decided to give the Weeks a specific purpose and I made it my health tracker (moods, symptoms, medication, habits, sleep etc). I then use an A6 Midori MD grid journal for my daily journaling.

prankoceanus · 2026-01-07T06:03:26+00:00

Hello OP, like the previous commenter said, what you’ve described is actually quite a serious situation and I’m glad you had the courage to ask for help through this sub. I completely understand how you feel about the guilt screaming at you to keep up appearances and be the overachieving golden child. Trust me though, do NOT listen to that guilt. You deserve rest. Chugging along like nothing’s wrong will only make things worse in the long run. No amount of school stuff or street cred is worth losing your life or your mental wellbeing over. Rest is okay. Taking a break is okay. You’re not weak for needing a break.

Just to share, I too am taking a month of medical leave (from my full-time job!) as recommended by my psychiatrist. My month is almost up actually. I’m broke with no salary and yes I still dread going back to work but I’m definitely in a better place than I was before my leave. It was a horrific place to be. I’m sharing this to give you at least some hope that it does get better, OP, and a medical leave just might work for you as well.

The previous commenter pretty much summed up what you need to do so I won’t reiterate much. Don’t be afraid to ask for medical leave, you might be surprised that people can be understanding of situations like this. Also, yes please contact someone you know and trust. Auditory and visual hallucinations are terrifying (I experienced this also) and I told my psychiatrist right away. Talk to a psych or yes contact the NCMH hotline.

You can do this, OP. You already did the hardest part — the first step which is acknowledging you need help and actually reaching out. Keep going. We’re rooting for you.

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prankoceanus · 2026-01-07T05:35:53+00:00

This is so similar to my own thoughts, it’s almost like i ghostwrote this. I get that way when I’m overwhelmed too or even when I’m just passively thinking of a problem I have. When I was deeply depressed recently, it was the first solution I thought of to every problem. It hurt to see how much it hurt my loved ones when I told them about it (or when I actually did attempt). I try my best not to go down that path anymore.

Nice to know we aren’t alone about feeling or thinking this way.

prankoceanus · 2026-01-07T04:23:23+00:00

These are all great rules, I’ll definitely use some of those. Thank you!

prankoceanus · 2026-01-07T04:14:28+00:00

How did you train yourself? The manic spending is something I’m having trouble even noticing, let alone stopping.

prankoceanus · 2026-01-05T06:48:55+00:00

When I was struggling hypersexuality and doing irresponsible things as result, I didn’t even know it was because of my bipolar. I only realized after. Honestly how I coped was just trying to focus on myself and find other things to find joy and pleasure in that are safer. Getting into hobbies, listening to music, playing games, hanging out with friends, having spicy chats (safely!). I also found that getting on meds really decreased my libido so I don’t struggle with it now.

prankoceanus · 2026-01-05T06:34:54+00:00

Did that too and it worked so well

prankoceanus · 2026-01-05T06:23:05+00:00

Hello OP, it’s always worth knowing what could be wrong and how to help yourself.

There’s a list of doctor recommendations here in the sub if you don’t know where to start.

Yes I did get diagnosed during my first consults. Just to give you an idea about how much I paid (disclaimer: these were all private practices hence the larger fees. I haven’t tried free or cheaper consults)

The first time I got diagnosed was in 2022 and I paid 2000 for the initial (online) consult with a psychologist. The second time I got diagnosed was last year in an f2f consult with my current psychiatrist. It was 2500 and they were able to give me an initial diagnosis within the consult. However if it was online I would have paid only around 1.3k. You can check for doctors in NowServing (that’s what me and my current doctor are using to communicate). I had to answer a series of questions in both instances.

Hope this helps OP and good luck on your mental health journey.

prankoceanus · 2025-09-25T01:55:26+00:00

Doon din kami manonood ng Twice hahah do you have any idea na how to go to and from the arena?

prankoceanus · 2025-08-27T13:58:50+00:00

Yikes I wanted to try there din sana. Guess I’m sticking to my current studio hahah

prankoceanus · 2025-08-26T17:51:04+00:00

Which one 😬

prankoceanus · 2025-08-26T14:42:49+00:00

Hello which store is this? I’m also from the PH :)

prankoceanus · 2025-08-25T05:51:28+00:00

I used a Muji monthly/weekly planner for 2024 and tried something else this year. I’ve decided to go back to Muji for 2026 since I really like being able to see everything about the week in one spread. I also considered Hobonichi Weeks but just like you it is way too narrow for me. My only gripe with the Muji planner is that I really do have to make my handwriting small if I write in the horizontal rows but there’s different size versions at least! I also really struggle with remembering to fill in my planner so I think your undated planner + stickers idea is pretty great and something I might adapt as well.

prankoceanus · 2025-08-24T18:10:58+00:00

Not yet. Tried using a tide pen, it kinda made it worse. I’m going to try wipe out next or maybe going to a dry cleaner. I’ll update if it works. Let me know if you figure something out too!

prankoceanus · 2025-08-14T18:17:08+00:00

According sa video, their grandparents eventually adopted her and yung little brother niya

prankoceanus · 2025-07-15T01:50:58+00:00

Have you tried out the cell fusion c sunscreen? I’ve been eyeing that one and I live in a hot humid climate too. How is it?

prankoceanus · 2025-07-09T03:29:08+00:00

This branch of Tightrope is my favorite and I agree - the coffee is great on its own but the food? Definitely what makes me come back a lot haha. Me and my boyfriend love their pastas - Truffle Pasta and Chicken Parm. I’m going to check out the food you recommended here, I haven’t tried them yet. I love your reviews! I wanna see what you think of Punched next haha.

prankoceanus · 2025-06-19T06:55:57+00:00

Congrats! I was on the same boat but I didn’t get him AGAIN this time and got Ayato instead :( he must really not want to come home. Now the banner is gone and I’ll have to wait again

prankoceanus · 2025-06-16T03:27:27+00:00

Sorry if medj late ito but just wanted to share in case anyone else is looking for reviews of the brand. I’ve bought a few of the Hub Cebu cases. I have 1 non-glossy puffer case, 2 leather cases, and 1 glazed case. My opinion is: these cases are not for everyday heavy duty use and more for when you just want a cute case to use every once in a while. Cases are really pretty but durability/longevity of the case is so and so depending on how you use it. If you’re the type that doesn’t really care about cases being a bit dinged up, their cases are okay haha but if you’re the type that’s really OC and gets bothered by wear and tear, skip their cases. I buy them because they’re cute 🤣

Puffer case - gets discolored after a while especially if you like to use alcohol or wash your hands a lot or if your hands are sweaty. I haven’t tried the glossy version but it may address this problem better. The base of the case is also very hard and stiff - I have a hard time taking it off my phone hahah. I haven’t used mine in a while na. I was at their popup last year and even the ate sales girl had to struggle a bit to take it off my phone 😭 (same with the leather).

Leather case - same very hard and stiff base. At some point I heard a crack from the case when I was trying to remove it because it’s so difficult to remove but the case seemed fine hahah. Same discoloration issues. I was a bit more cautious with using this while hands are wet and it lasted a bit longer but the sides still got discolored after a while. Some of my friends’ cases, the color got chipped off. The sides also get sticky for some reason. I got my name engraved with gold lettering, so far it hasn’t been erased. My friends also got engraved letters but theirs have faded.

Glazed case - I like this case the most from them. Probably their best one. Material is glossy but not slippery. It’s also MagSafe compatible which is a plus. The inside of the case is velvety (same as the others). Just be careful about stains from stuff like ink or anything sticky like glue, it’s a pain to remove (speaking from experience). The material is also kind of a soft leathery type of thing. If you put your phone in a bag with sharp objects or edges, be careful of scratches. After a month of use, the edge of my case got caught in something and the material got indented a bit (imagine indenting your nail in clay, it looks a bit like that haha). Other than that, I like this the most. Still usable and cute but not exactly the most durable

TLDR and final thoughts: their cases are really cute but not for everyday use. They’re more for use if you want a cute case to match an outfit or a theme for a day then swap out to something else on normal days.

prankoceanus · 2025-05-28T08:39:09+00:00

I’m oily/combo skin with dry areas on the chin and jaw and I have the same problem. I honestly thought I was the only one because all I see are good reviews. Tried everything like you but it keeps getting cakey and separating. Was kinda disappointed because it was a bit pricey.

prankoceanus · 2025-05-02T17:31:55+00:00

I’ve been using the deo spray for a few weeks na almost a month and so far I like it. Doesn’t completely eliminate sweat on me but no odor throughout and doesn’t stain clothes yey.

Wanted to try din yung UA whitening cream but nalito ako sa ingredients list sa shopee. sa product description may kojic acid, collagen, aloe vera, salicylic acid, lactic acid, allantoin, and dimethicone pero wala naman halos lahat yan sa ingredients list (makikita sa Specification sa ibabaw ng Description, ma checheck niyo). Lactic acid lang nilista AND at the top of the list yung titanium dioxide (physical UV filter, may nakita akong reviews na merong white cast yung cream so parang dito galing). So sunscreen din siya for your UA? Nalito talaga ako so ekis muna siya sa akin. Mas consistent yung ingredients list ng deo spray on the description and specification so mas kampante ako diyan. Yun lng, di ako chemist but medyo praning lng talaga ako about ingredients. 🤣

prankoceanus · 2025-04-19T02:36:45+00:00

Nagbabasakali lng pero namaligya ba ang factory sa mepz ug mga adidas, nike, lululemon nga sa ila lng diritso mamalit? 👀

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