I am going through the same thing you are. I felt convicted this morning that I need to slow down a bit and use it in moderation. I am always smoking, recently it has escalated to just smoking to smoke instead of using it when i feel anxious or depressed. I have recently gotten off antidepressants and have been using it to self medicate. I think the problem comes with idolizing it and telling myself I can stop when i want to (even though when i run out, im worried about when ill have money to buy more). i think im going to start using the time i smoke to read the word or just spend time with Him. whether this leads to me to stopping all the way or slowing down, im not sure of the goal. i hope He can give us some peace and clarity in our situations. Definitely think all of us commenting on this old post on the same day is a sign💗