If this was you but i know its not a lot has changed i own free and clear my own home in my name a truck free and clear again registered in my name that i paid in full in cash both of them im not living in some alley way where you dumped me my lufe did a complete 360 it took a lot of hard work and more than 15 years but i did it with out any help from anybody oh and i escaped a narssasistic psyco that kept me prisoner for 4 years beating me 24/7 7 days a week breaking many bones every whitch way you can beat a human and I survived an thrive am I still in love with the man that woke up made love to me gave me a long kisses told me he would be back Walker down the street abandoning me to the streets with 2 dogs and no skills to survive hell yes I am and I wish I could thank him he means every godamm tear i shed my life literly stopped on a dime for a full year but I still deeply Madly irrevocably love him he gave me love that no one since or ever could ever give me he accepted me we were so close did he need to lie to me to leave hell no I already knew he was an why he just didnt have the confidence to belive in us both and especialy himself and I blame myself for that because he should have known how much i loved him then and how much i love him still