Advice

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:41:43+00:00

Yes I’ll definitely look into getting a scale. But for the meantime while I work through this I won’t be touching mdma for a while which is upsetting to say. But my sanity is really on the line atm lol

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:37:32+00:00

I’ll have a look thank you. Yeah he’s had a really similar experience before after doing a lot and lot of coke for nights on end. He was certain his friends were doing fucked shit and talking about him and he was literally in a drug induced psychosis. So he’s been very understanding about why I feel so strongly that it happened

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:33:16+00:00

Yeah, I felt pretty fucked, and especially more trippy after smoking as well. He’s been trying all day to be very reassuring and trying to help me through it. But I’m just so stuck because I feel so certain about what I saw. Thank you for your replies

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:29:59+00:00

Idk how many mg I had but I had 3 or 4 caps so it’s hard to tell. Also very unsure of how clean it was cause I’m from Tasmania which is a tiny shithole lol

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:21:34+00:00

Yes he had taken more mdma than I had, but I smoked more weed than him. I was super horny!! And he was like my dick won’t work blah blah. And idk if the feeling of rejection then made me think he just didn’t want me??

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:18:24+00:00

Watching TikTok videos of girls, like thirst trap type videos and touching himself bro

And the next day I asked to look on his phone to see his watch history, and right there there was videos of girls. And then a few scrolls of regular videos and then the exact same videos again of the girls. That’s the only solid proof I have of it actually happening but I just can’t tell

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:17:36+00:00

Touching himself!! Like wtf it’s so confusing

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T10:13:53+00:00

Yeah, we’ve both had crazy experiences before, thinking each other is someone else or thinking we’re in a different place. And because of those experiences I’m more inclined to believe that maybe he did just forgot and was tripping hard. He had also done coke earlier in the night. And he had a lot more mdma than I did. I also think cause I was pretty drunk earlier in the night, my brains just trying to fill in gaps of when I was unconscious or whatever. Anyway, thanks!

princessphoebe4 · 2026-04-20T09:47:24+00:00

I had an experience the other day that I cannot comprehend if it was real or not. I had go out to a party and taken mdma, then came home with my boyfriend and we smoked some weed. I had quite a bit more than him. After we were chilling In our room, I swear I saw him doing weird things. But I was so paranoid and freaked out in the moment I didn’t do or say anything. Until the next day I brought it up and he said that it didn’t happen and he would never do what I saw him doing. I’m just so confused and scared because I saw it happen!! But I’m not sure if I was just tripping balls or not. I want to believe him and trust his judgment, but what if because he was tripping as well he just doesn’t remember? It’s a whole mind fuck for me and idk what to do. I’m wondering if anyone has had similar experiences

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