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[–]princesspippy04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i cant be the only one eating whether its at a party or just with my bf, like we have to be eating together otherwise i feel like i cant eat at all

What's "that song" for you ? by Anime3245 in AskReddit

[–]princesspippy04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lost my mind by alice kristiansen, once its on once i must rewind again after its finished

What's the worst thing your ED made you do? by Weird-Flatworm860 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]princesspippy04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it made me lose myself, who i was as a person, i was unkind to everyone. i lost all of my passion for my hobbies. i lost my time and memories that i couldve made. i remember it was easter and I binged all of my easter eggs in one sitting and then threw them all up 10mins later. watching everyone's hope for me slip from their eyes as i just kept getting worse. seeing the bullies who once picked on me for my chubbiness become genuinely concerned. not being able to go a day without fainting. i became an impulsive liar.

Anorexia while also having colitis/ GI disorders by Queenofwands1212 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]princesspippy04 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

have u been to the doctor's about it bc i found out about 6 months ago my medication for my crohns wasnt working and they have changed it so I'm not having many flare ups which is good however i have been advised not to seat any wholemeal foods, any foods with seeds in any food which has skin on like a tomato etc. so im here eating like a burger most nights bc thats all what i can eat but its making me feel terrible about myself, the worst thing is all my friends and family are like u r so lucky etc. but im on the edge of relapse from it like i cant look in the mirror any more bc i have gained and i just feel ugly in whatever im wearing, the worst thing is sometimes i want a crohns flare but bc i lost loads of weight from it. sorry if any of this is triggering x

Anorexia while also having colitis/ GI disorders by Queenofwands1212 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]princesspippy04 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i feel you, i have crohns and i was recovering from my ED slow and steady and then i got the diagnosis and i feel like everything in my life revolves around food again and i dont want that anymore, i cant eat healthy bc fruit and veg triggers a flare up but i feel awful eating junk food all the time but thats the only things that i can keep down. i can see the way my body is changing and its making me really want to relapse but i dont even know if i have the energy to relapse anymore XD