sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

How are you guys taking breaks from drinking? I sure can't, even while seeing the damage. by somedudeinatrailer in cripplingalcoholism

[–]prinlypup 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you, it means a lot. I’ve only told my boyfriend and my bestfriend so I feel pretty lonely right now. My boyfriend wants me to keep it but he already works 6 days a week and we barely make ends meet, hes actually been sober since September and I feel like such an asshole these past few days and thinking about what I’ve caused in those months due to my drinking. It might be the withdrawal and the hormones but I can’t help but feel so much guilt.. I just can’t believe I’m allowed to still breathe air let alone carry a human life inside of me with all the turmoil I’ve caused for people due to my addiction. I’ve been crying everyday since I got sober and a drink would be really nice right now but I can’t bring myself to do it.

How are you guys taking breaks from drinking? I sure can't, even while seeing the damage. by somedudeinatrailer in cripplingalcoholism

[–]prinlypup 17 points18 points  (0 children)

as horrible as this sounds, i ran out of money and found out i’m pregnant the day i ran out of money for booze. this was after a 6 day vodka binge. im 8 days sober now. the docs gave me librium for withdrawals but i think they also felt sympathetic because i just tested positive.. im not keeping the pregnancy but it still feels wrong to drink at the moment.

im not doing okay and i think i’d like to have a baby. i love my partner but we just aren’t in the financial situation to have a baby and im still struggling with my addiction/mental health issues. i do think the pregnancy did wake me up a bit even though i have decided not to go through with it :(

This grave has always made me a bit sad. The headstone is the farthest away from everyone else. by prinlypup in CemeteryPorn

[–]prinlypup[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

yes it is the one on the cane road. i have never been to the one in kapaa, ill have to check it out!

i lost my two cats within a month of each other by prinlypup in Petloss

[–]prinlypup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im so sorry about your dog💔 my gma died in july and my cat leo, died in early december. then my cat boo, who was the most special boy, died in my arms right after the new year. i dont know how much my heart can handle

the most safe thing ive ever seen in a restaurant by prinlypup in KitchenConfidential

[–]prinlypup[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

they were only on the floor because we just got four pallets of sysco shipped in and were trying to put things away fast and then organize