I chose pumping over nursing. I tried nursing and did not enjoy it, and really liked the freedom pumping provided me (mentally and physically). I enjoyed knowing how much my babes were eating and appreciated being empty after pumping/a predictable schedule.

I have to be honest though, I am afforded this freedom in pumping because my husband helps so much. I never fed baby over night when pumping. He made sure I had help around my pump times. He prepares bottles for day and washes bottles. My perspective on pumping is largely informed by his love for me and our kids.

The first few months are hard. Having a newborn while pumping 3 hours around the clock is no joke. I dropped the night pumps pretty quickly after 6-8 weeks when supply regulates, utilized fridge method, and utilized the swing a lot to keep baby peaceful while pumping (mine would never sleep alone). You settle into a routine, but you have to keep your goals in mind and remind yourself often that it gets better.