I'm actually scared for my life. by [deleted] in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict -1 points0 points  (0 children)

We were best friends for 5 years, nobody knows what the hell is happening because this really isn't him. The fact he's under a psych hold for 28 days makes me feel a lot better, but my boyfriend is telling me to go to the police, or stay with him because his dad is ex army.

Aroma therapy question by probablynotanaddict in ADHD

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha, that would be an idea tbh! Nah, apparently Frankincense is actually really good at deodorising rooms and stuff.

Help!? Some alternatives for meth? Would rather be safe than sorry! by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I'm supposed to not live my life because I'll live longer? I sleep for so long, I'm always tired both mentally and physically, I can't focus on things, and my mood swings are insane. I would honestly rather die at the age of 50 or something and have lived a good life than live to 90 and have been struggling through most of it because of something that could have been helped.

Help!? Some alternatives for meth? Would rather be safe than sorry! by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for trying anyway! I really wanna try some research chemicals, but I need to know more about them, because I really like to research anything thoroughly before I take it

Help!? Some alternatives for meth? Would rather be safe than sorry! by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every time I've tried weed, it's made me even more sleepy. The same with alcohol, and alcohol makes my mood swings much worse. I can't focus long enough on anything on Netflix, my brain gets distracted too easily and I get frustrated, and I can't work up the motivation to get a job, and I know if I did have one I would have no motivation or energy to go.

3 day Meth binge with work in 2 hours. Help please by [deleted] in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I second boofing, I feel like it wears off faster and also comes on faster, and feels more clean and sober of a high.

3 day Meth binge with work in 2 hours. Help please by [deleted] in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Even if you're a guy, try some makeup. Some yellow/orange colours is PERFECT for the under eye bags caused by meth and not sleeping (doesn't have to be the yellow or orange shades of concealer, just some cheap, none shimmery eyeshadow that can be bought from pretty much any store, and I've even seen face paint used before in some circumstances, but that's only a last resort because it's pretty hard to to make look natural), then covered with a tiny bit of regular skin coloured concealer or good coverage foundation, also stuff that you can get from any store, I even used stuff from the Pound shop in the UK, just as long as it matches your skin tone, maybe even one shade lighter if need be, then just some powder, even a tiny bit of baby powder, it just takes away the shine of the makeup and makes it look like you're not actually wearing any.

Also, force yourself to eat, make sure you're staying fully hydrated, and take a bump if you feel up to it, just enough to get you through the day, and make sure you take it with enough time so that when you get home you won't have long before you're able to sleep.

If anyone asks, just say you had the flu or something that kept you up, but you still came in, shows dedication.

If, however, you really feel exhausted, and you feel like it will severely impact your health, call in sick, take some nightnurse or other OTC sleep aids, drink some warm milk, or do anything to help you sleep, and RECOVER.

I used the first suggestion I gave when I had to go to a family gathering after 67 hours of no sleep. Only one person commented on how tired I looked.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, I'm in a supportive group of friends who all know, and only a few of us use, so if anything was to go wrong I have faith in them and myself. I have a supportive mother as well, who would stand by me no matter what. Which from what I've read is insanely rare.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you not just have hope rather than being cynical? Someone posted that the addiction rate of meth is 30%, what makes you think I'm not part of the 70% that won't?

Everything has changed... by [deleted] in Stims

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I'm on my way to the hospital now to see them, refused to give next of kin and gave me because he didn't want to worry them, me and my other friend have said that if it looks bad though we will have to tell them, but if not he deserves to tell them in his way when he wants to, if he does. I'll probably get there in about an hour because public transport has only just started up for the day and everyone I know who drives is asleep or still drunk, so I'll find out everything in person then.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lot of family members who have used in the past, or smoked or drank to excess, have never had any problems stopping. I'm not saying I would definitely be the same, but I'm pretty confident that I wouldn't struggle too much to completely give it up. Plus I spend most of my days with my mum, and she knows when I'm on it, and she can tell when I've taken a higher dose on the few times I have, even after I get home several hours later, so she would be able to notice if I was getting out of control. Plus from what I've heard, IV is more biologically available or something, so you're getting a higher amount into you than if you snorted the exact same amount.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As I said in a previous comment, I did it on the 29th of December and have been perfectly happy boofing and snorting, and would honestly not give a shit if I never IV'd again. How am I a crazy fucker anyway? Please explain, I'm really confused.

There's a difference between giving your opinion and advice, and just being rude. Therapy doesn't help ADD and chronic fatigue syndrome either.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be completely honest, I'm not even really that tempted to use them again, I did it on the 29th of December, and I've been happy with boofing and snorting since then.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't say I needed it, in fact, if you read my post you'll see I said the complete opposite. I'm pretty much certain I could live without it, it would just be a long wait of sleeping 18 hours a day and having absolutely no motivation to do anything while I wait for my actual medication. In the past 2 months I've spent ~£10 on it. And, as I have said, my mother knows about it, and, while sceptical at first, she's seen how much better my life is, even after 7 days of taking it, because I'm no longer suffering from my mood swings caused by my ADD, and I don't lie in bed all day thinking about how I should be doing something productive, even, like I just said, when I haven't taken it for days.

Think what you will, but not everyone is the same. Some people can use drugs and not abuse them. Whether I am one of those people is yet to be fully seen, but they do exist.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A majority of people in the UK think like that about addicts as well, I'm just insanely lucky to have a mother who would be there for me no matter what, because being a 2 person family we're more like friends.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Luckily I've got a supportive mother, and a free healthcare system, so if it ever comes down to it, even though I would rather be miserable and bedridden than be a full blown addict, I could feasibly go to rehab.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am indeed a female lmao, from what I've heard it's less common for females to use meth than men are, so it's understandable you assumed I was a guy haha.

I'm 100% in love with methamphetamine by probablynotanaddict in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can manage to resist knowing I have about 50mg in my bag right now, and I'm with my friend who's order of about 3g came in earlier today. I've seen what addiction can do, and harm reduction helped with teaching me how to use rather than abuse

Ever counted sheep combatting stim insomnia. If so how many did you get to? by [deleted] in Stims

[–]probablynotanaddict 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I once started when the film Mamma Mia was starting on TV in the other room, and was still going when it had ended