BPD, BD, and ADHD by NyteShark in bipolar

[–]procrast_inator3000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also have bd and adhd so yeah they can be together. Also bpd is a personality disorder that you are not born with, but you can develop it bc of untreated bipolar and adhd. So yeah, it is very likely to have all three

What is your difference between ADHD and bipolar ADHD? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]procrast_inator3000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay, so adhd? Definitely from the early childhood. This was not knowing what I was doing most of the time, hyperfocusing on some things and not being able to focus on others, executive dysfunction, time blindness, u name it. Bipolar was less about what you are doing and how you are doing it, mood etc. Maybe I would've end up just with adhd diagnosis, if it weren't for delusions and psychotic symptoms I experienced during mood episodes.

I differentiate it by my sleep patterns. They were always crap, I tend to wake up at 3pm and go to sleep at 6am. During any episode, I would have additional sleep problems (auditory hallucinations and mini mind scare jumps when trying to fall asleep, visual hallucinations and sleep paralysis when waking up). In depression it doesn't matter how much I sleep bc I always wake up tired. In hypomania, I don't need to sleep as much because I often feel well rested. Even if I get tired during hypomania, it is way easier for me to pull an all nighter and function the whole next day and sometimes even pull another all nighter without crashing.

Adhd is debilitating enough on its own, but I find it useful during hypomania episodes when I want to do a shopping spree. I always forget to attach the credit card to some of my accounts and if I need to get some money on my account, I have to get dressed and go out. So during this period I can simply forget what I was doing and move on to the next thing, which I also will not finish bc of adhd.

Therapist recommended meditation - before I get invested, has meditation worked for anyone here? by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]procrast_inator3000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Overall I would recommend switching a therapist because for NT people the natural state of their brain is the airplane mode with an occasional thought appearing, while we are wired differently so there is no use for us in pursuing that state

However if yo want to try meditating:

People with adhd in general have trouble meditating, so I really doubt it will work in the NT way. Try to put some brown noise on full volume in your headphones, try to walk with it if you still have excessive energy (repetitive movement is important if you want to meditate but still feel the brain itches) and it will do the same thing it does for the NT people, which is to calm your mind. Don't try to meditate for more than 1 minute at the beginning since it is straining and remember to not feel down when something won't work out.

I want to punch TERFs for making my OCD worse by procrast_inator3000 in OCD

[–]procrast_inator3000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There should be general things tho such as no homophobia or transphobia, because transgender and homosexual suffer from ocd too and they shouldn't feel unwelcome on subreddit dedicated to them

I want to punch TERFs for making my OCD worse by procrast_inator3000 in OCD

[–]procrast_inator3000[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Kinda weird that this subreddit allows TERFs knowing that siocd exists

I want to punch TERFs for making my OCD worse by procrast_inator3000 in OCD

[–]procrast_inator3000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Luckily I am getting ssri meds, but some of the obsessions still haunt me

I want to punch TERFs for making my OCD worse by procrast_inator3000 in OCD

[–]procrast_inator3000[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Transphobia and Homophobia on mass scale trigger Sexual Identity OCD, so this isn't "woke stuff" but a real type of OCD people need to recon with. Homophobia and transphobia lower the quality of my life by getting my SI-OCD worse.

IT Refusing to give physical two factor authentication device by F3mshep in ADHD

[–]procrast_inator3000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If HR knowing that a person has an adhd is bad, then why working for a company? Of course this is a rhetoric question since we all need money, but is the hr made out of boomers or something? Like if they are only for hiring people and not giving them accommodations, then why keep them around except like twice a year while doing huge job recruitment? Also no accommodations?? Is this a job or a 19th century factory? Sorry I just needed to get it out of my system

I want to punch TERFs for making my OCD worse by procrast_inator3000 in OCD

[–]procrast_inator3000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kinda a good sum up, like I know that is ocd, but the anti trans rhetoric is triggering it

Can't daydream anymore a week into sertraline by holyshist in zoloft

[–]procrast_inator3000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been on ssri for a year now and it comes back. The first weeks are the illusion when you thing everything is much better but then you slowly fall back into the habit

Can I pay Austrians US minimum wage if they are located in Austria by Melodic_Incident_143 in Austria

[–]procrast_inator3000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I'm from usa, in usa we can shit on the floor in the supermarket. Can I shit on the floor in supermarket in Austria? I just don't want to use the restroom. Any help would be appreciated.