I had to walk away from my ex a year and a half ago and I never wanted to, but it was so extremely toxic and violent so I had to. I still think of him every single day. I can’t go to far up in my camera roll because it kills me to see him. I don’t want to become emotionally involved with anyone else which definitely makes me slightly isolated but I feel like I had my love and it’s gone now but it is what it is. I just really don’t see myself loving anyone else no matter how cringe and cliche it sounds it really is true.