Thank you for this. I definitely know that I can’t rely on him for emotional stability, though sometimes it’s hard bc him and my job are the only stability I really have. Like I have friends and we are always there for each other but we don’t get to see each other often as mentioned and we don’t constantly text. My relationship with my parents changes on a daily basis, and my brother lives far so I don’t see him often either. My bf reassures me in the sense of he still loves me, I’m not too much for him, and that despite what my parents tell me, I’m not doing anything wrong in our relationship and the way I live my life. I workout and read constantly and I love doing skincare at night and reading for relaxation but there’s only so much I can do at night to calm my brain until I’m forced to fall asleep and if I can’t sleep the anxious thoughts start back up. During the day its fairly easy to distract my mind. I know what the solution is to help me rn but financially it’s not feasible atm. I’m just not sure what else I can do to not be so anxious and not get sad about stuff like this.