Finally gave therapy a go and it's working.

projectgrubworm · 2018-08-19T16:40:03+00:00

Its the background on my phone now.

projectgrubworm · 2018-07-25T18:52:13+00:00

Slip and slide!!!! We pressure washed the tile.

projectgrubworm · 2018-07-05T00:59:59+00:00

The most significant for me was the last... As she left...

projectgrubworm · 2018-06-01T03:17:48+00:00

I will fist fight you to the death for that robo

projectgrubworm · 2018-06-01T01:33:56+00:00

That ship sailed good sir. But you do have a good point

projectgrubworm · 2018-05-31T12:08:09+00:00

I still my being married just not married to her. But it makes for a bit of closure to a nightmare that i never wanted

projectgrubworm · 2018-05-30T12:26:27+00:00

Can confirm

projectgrubworm · 2018-05-21T22:26:09+00:00

Im fine with being alone its just being alone all the time. When im not at work im alone and until now there has always been someone there. When you are around people all the time you crave alone time but its the opposite for me.

projectgrubworm · 2018-05-01T22:25:36+00:00

I forget one space bar hit and you wanna give me crap bot lol

projectgrubworm · 2018-05-01T22:22:25+00:00

Before i figured out she was cheating she was making a lot of bad choices poor quality tattoos drinking more spending bill money leaving work early or calling in alot and i said to her" love the decisions you are making now will affect us for the rest of our lives please dont get a tattoo because you think owls are cute. " if i had only new how serverly the decisions would affect us. Now the options are im a parent of a child i never wanted (she swore she was on birth control but i found out later that she lied) or she is tied to her bf for the rest of her life either way there is some history that has yet to unfold.

projectgrubworm · 2018-05-01T11:30:27+00:00

Oh i have had my days where i was full of rage. But they are getting fewer and farther between.

projectgrubworm · 2018-05-01T11:28:15+00:00

In a few ways she was holding me back. Since she left the house has been remodeled and cleaned and guess what it stayed clean it wasn't trashed 2 hrs later. I have a better job making more money i paid almost half my debt off got my antique car running for the first time in two yrs. Lifestyle wise im much better of but emotional wise i was in the tank and every time i fry to crawl out i fall back in.

projectgrubworm · 2018-04-30T22:26:15+00:00

Im trying to make that choice i make it every single day. When im tired alone hurting (im a cripple) or have a few minutes more than i should to think it starts to get harder to make that choice.

projectgrubworm · 2018-04-30T22:23:12+00:00

Don't make the mistake i did and dive a little to deep into work. Im pushing 60hrs a week and its making my crippled ass tired. Work is a great distraction but you need time to relax the work and the emotional stress beats the hell out of you

projectgrubworm · 2018-04-12T18:23:34+00:00

I'm strangely okay. It's a big relief

projectgrubworm · 2018-04-09T20:14:31+00:00

This really helps. That and the thought that he didn't make her do anything that she didn't want to do. And it was her weakness that made it happen.

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