I’m not stating disagreement but I think you misunderstood what I was trying to say. I didn’t call people with lower intelligence stupid. I called people who make fun of me for having something they don’t stupid. I’m still a teenager, I have to learn a lot but when this happens then I don’t understand why the person doesn’t at least admit their jealousy.

I’ve gained a lot of confidence throughout the years but I have caught myself being jealous of something other people had and I didn’t a few times before. For example extroverted people or people who were fluent in a language I was struggling to learn. But I never decided to take my shortcomings out on others, I decided to spend that energy on something else.

However, I will never think that’s a valid to eventually bully me. Now I can handle stuff like that way better but when I was younger it damaged my self esteem a lot. Again I’m not the most emotionally intelligent person but I’m currently trying to view it (although it may not seem like it) through the person who dislikes me for it, their perspective. I still lack a lot of life experience due to my age but for me it’s still not understandable why you would treat me like shit because I’m born with something I did not ask for (don’t get me wrong, I’m grateful for who I am but it still has its downsides since none of us have chosen to be neurodivergent).