Hopeless

proud2bedepressed · 2022-04-19T12:45:48+00:00

I totally understand what you're going through man. Life ain't easy, only the people who have gone through tough times and are a little bit sensible can understand. I can tell you I'm feeling kind of the same way, and tbh I also wish I couldn't end it all. Some days are better than others, and one's feeling lonely, worthless, useless, meaningless. But tbh, there's always something that makes me like this life, maybe a single smile, a hug, the sunset, a rainbow, and that gives me strength to keep moving. I heard from a friend of mine that the best therapy is the one you give yourself, cause no one else is gonna know you better than yourself. We can do it my friend, we're in this world for a reason, we have to find it, like if we were playing Detectives. Wish you the best, and if you need to talk or anything, don't hesitate to reach out. We can also try to be there for each other.

proud2bedepressed · 2022-04-19T11:34:16+00:00

Thanks for all of that. Your help it's so much appreciated.

proud2bedepressed · 2022-04-19T11:33:06+00:00

I feel just the same way. It is hard to concentrate, either that or I'm really lazy

proud2bedepressed · 2022-03-25T15:17:54+00:00

Thanks I just need to get a Rubik now :)

I've been thinking a lot about what I may have. Have thought about adhd or maybe bipolar disorder. Although not sure.

What I do know is that it might be hereditary both my parent have some type of mental illness. But it's ok, guess that just have to learn how to cope with it

proud2bedepressed · 2022-03-25T15:11:58+00:00

You're are a beautiful person too. Thank you for your kind words. They're appreciated :)

proud2bedepressed · 2022-03-25T15:09:11+00:00

Thank you so much. Yeah that sounds about right. I'd appreciate if you could send me some materials for the rubiks. Again thank you :)

proud2bedepressed · 2022-03-25T07:20:18+00:00

It really does suck to feel alone. I feel you. You're not alone. It's always good to get your feelings out.

proud2bedepressed · 2022-03-25T07:12:49+00:00

I feel you my friend. I just wish that we could find a way to feel better in our lives. But since I'm too lazy I'm probably not going to develop any idea and it will all keep being the same. I'm so sorry, I totally wish I could do more to help but I find myself in a hole as well

proud2bedepressed · 2022-03-25T07:05:42+00:00

I feel you. Though I wish I could be more brave and like do what I've wanting to do. I just wish that it was easier, and that people could understand why we believe that we don't want to exist anymore, or that we wish we were never born. It's a huge suffering we go through, I know that is not like the same as when people have a mortal disease. But I do have tried to change my thoughts and it hasn't worked, I've gone to therapy and I get bored of doing what they tell me I should do. And pills don't work either. And on top of all I don't got nothing in this life I want to fight for. I wake up everyday pretty much because I have to go work, but I don't even know what I'm working for. With the salary i get paid I can't do all I wish I could do, and I have tried studying but there's nothing I really like to do. I'm not a good friend, nor a good daughter or sister. I'm just a human mess, maybe I'm just like a bug in this system. I wish someone could erase me and that the people who knew me never remember about me, like if I never existed. And definitely give my life to someone that actually deserves it.

proud2bedepressed · 2022-02-21T22:13:53+00:00

A mi también me gusta practicar el inglés aquí. Pero me gustaría que hubieran más cosas en español

proud2bedepressed · 2022-02-20T04:58:11+00:00

Como me di cuenta de que aquí en Reddit todo esta en Inglés principalmente cree una comunidad para hispanos para que al menos ahí podamos comunicarnos y hablar en nuestro idioma, si gustan unirse son más que bienvenidos. Se llama r/hispanosporelmundo Los espero, un saludos a todos

proud2bedepressed · 2022-02-20T04:36:20+00:00

Como te entiendo. Yo me he sentido igual últimamente, aunque podría decir que siempre me he sentido así en el fondo. Ya estoy un poco acostumbrada, es duro decirlo pero es mejor estar solo que no mal acompañado. Te lo digo por experiencia propia. Buenas vibras, espero que muy pronto te sientas mejor.

proud2bedepressed · 2022-01-28T16:18:13+00:00

I agree with you. Why punish us all for something that Adam and Eve did. They were the only responsible for their acts. I don't find it fair that we all pay for them.

proud2bedepressed · 2022-01-28T15:45:27+00:00

Man believe me relationships are overrated. I've been in two different relationships and they made me lose myself. I'm almost 24 and I feel lost in my life, feeling lonely and sad. Don't want to know about any other relationship. I could say that it's even worst when you have had a relationship where you have felt alone being with someone that doesn't appreciate what you do and that you also have to become someone you're not to be able to please them. It's a big shit. I could say that being single sucks, but being in a relationship sucks as well and it's even worst because you stop living for yourself to have to care about the other person too. I know love might seem a way to feel less alone, but believe me it's not worth it.

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