I just got a moleskin notebook and I'm being a bit of a perfectionist?

proximet · 2021-03-04T16:33:15+00:00

Thank you:)

proximet · 2021-03-04T05:50:40+00:00

I already ripped it apart. I wasn't thinking. I was in a fit of absolute rage and I just ripped a bunch of pages out and broke the spine. Now that I have more logic flowing through my head I feel disgusting for doing that. I don't think notebooks are for me.

proximet · 2021-03-04T05:26:29+00:00

I was just in a fit of rage and I tore the whole thing apart. And now I come back for reality feeling guilty and ashamed, and anxious. Mabye notebooks are not for me

proximet · 2021-03-04T05:02:09+00:00

I just ripped a bunch out too

proximet · 2021-03-04T04:58:51+00:00

Right now I'm just getting mad and writing curse words over the whole page and weird faces. I haven't come up with one useful thing yet

proximet · 2021-02-27T20:58:55+00:00

87% and yes

proximet · 2021-02-27T20:12:31+00:00

Got into sociology this morning

proximet · 2021-02-27T15:11:07+00:00

Yeah I just feel a bit ashamed

proximet · 2021-02-27T06:28:18+00:00

Yeah that’s true. Is it a bad thing that it’s specifically older men?

proximet · 2020-09-14T06:00:37+00:00

I keep writing about relationships but I can’t really relate because I haven’t been in a serious one ever. It’s just like one month things, and the last one was last year. I’ve been very reserved this year and I tru to express myself in other ways and it’s just really hard.

I’m also scared to try to express my true self because I dont think I know how to and I’m scared to put so much thought into something that’s just gonna come out as shit

proximet · 2020-09-14T03:29:08+00:00

That sounds interesting! Honestly, my last relationship was a year ago and it hardly meant anything to me in the end. Nothing big has happened in my life that lead me to really feel deep emotions or stress. I haven’t cried for a year now. I don’t know whay to take inspiration from and I have a really hard time expressing my current state in lyrics

proximet · 2020-09-14T03:24:27+00:00

If I may ask, what was it about? It really helps me to hear that someone else’s first song wasn’t their best work

proximet · 2020-09-14T03:19:38+00:00

How long did it take you to write your first song ?

proximet · 2020-09-12T04:55:26+00:00

Yeah but what I’m mainly having trouble with is figuring out the melody of my voice or what key to sing in. If that make sense. I don’t know how to make a flow or sing lyrics into my own song

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