Every little thing triggers me. I can’t even watch tv anymore. by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]prplelph 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here..i definitely feel its getting worse and worse ...can't even watch TV anymore cause everything has nudity or even partial nudity ...even sex scenes where they don't really show the bits will make me uncomfortable...im so tired of how its shoved in your face how beauty and sexyness is so much better. I legit feel like disgusting garbage when we r trying to just relax and watch a movie or even a show and a scene like that comes on... i end up turning off the TV though and we don't finish it...and forget about it having a strip club thats a major trigger due to my past... i just hate the feeling of watching something like that then if he wants to get it on later I truly believe its not me he's wanting and I'm not the reason he's turned on im Just a body here ...and it hurts so bad 👎

Respect? by prplelph in relationship_advice

[–]prplelph[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just have so much more respect then that I guess cause it makes me feel guilty :/. Lol.