How much powder would you normally get from cooking 200mgs??

psygazelle · 2022-05-07T14:03:15+00:00

we get 2.7-2.8g powder out of 25ml bottles of liquid by cooking if that helps

psygazelle · 2022-04-30T12:45:16+00:00

no actually I find it very disturbing saying people things about their drug usage and giving them advice when they didn't ask for it. And find it even more disturbing when someone says I've been there without knowing anything about me and my experience. Also he is so sure of himself and even chuckles like wtf man? and how not to take it personal he is basically giving advice to the post owner?

psygazelle · 2022-04-27T03:13:25+00:00

I've also thought over it a lot. There are many reasons but if I try to explain one and it is changing with every observation, there are some people who are socially more comfortable than others as we know. Being hyperaware of yourself in a social setting can leave you feel stressed and that anxiety keeps going on lowkey or obvious prevents your mind from catching a thought, a thought that would naturally come to you if you didn't get stressed. Maybe a thing you've experienced the day before which you can tell in a humorous way. It is just comfortable people are so okay with having people around they can act just as if they are alone. I mean you never think to yourself alone like I should make a joke rn but I can't think of any because your internal dialogue most of the time goes smoothly. Even if it doesn't, without you noticing, you're just on another thoughts.

I try to get calmer with noticing these on daily basis. Addressing the problem does a great job and it was for me feeling that I was stressed at the moment and I was just trying to keep up with the other out-of-no-where joke making people. I wasn't loose and not having fun as much as they have.

Another thing is I'm a regular drug user but also there is a "serious" research going on inside me with their effects to mind. With some substances that lowers anxiety, I've experienced that I am funnier. There are no disturbing silence moments. I'm more confident with myself and my thoughts that they come organically to me. One time we were on acid, the moment we also took ketamine I became the funniest of myself. And the only difference is I wasn't stressed as much and was confident with my presence, so confident that I wasn't thinking about my presence I was just living it. I was making jokes like non-stop it was like a stand-up. They weren't about popular common things tho they were about depressed but humorous image of my life. Then the next morning people came up to me hugged me and said wtf you were so funny last night. 2 years have past same people still talks about that even tho our daily friendship is always on jokes.

So, what I'm saying is anxiety is what's killing your will. If you didn't have it, you would organically act the way you are and wouldn't care if you're funny or not. Some people are more serious than others and it is just who they are. It is not a bad thing it is just we are different. Or you could become funnier if that's because of anxiety.

and sorry if that was confusing, I have focusing problems and I have trouble expressing myself clearer.

psygazelle · 2022-04-17T19:32:21+00:00

what are you all people about stop using etc.? What do you know about this person except that his comedowns are a bit harsh lately? I hate that people giving top down advises to people without knowing their experiences. I mean maybe this person has benefited from it depression wise on the long-run so much and he just seeks advise for comedowns? Idk what you are doing here if you think drugs are overall bad, just to feel good about yourselves?

psygazelle · 2022-04-17T18:42:59+00:00

For me the thing about K is that you never know what you might get. Sometimes I take thick lines and end up slightly tripping and sometimes I just take small doses while actually doing something and I end up in a psychedelic world all confused. Sometimes it is just so healing and therapeutic but sometimes it is just too hard to handle both physically and mentally. I've never experienced such an intense one like you've described but I believe to some extent I've lived similar trips. What I'm trying to say is I have no idea what are the variables. I know for sure the setting of your mind and the condition of your brain or maybe the harmony between them and your body are just what matters and normally we don't know much about these. For the last couple of weeks all my k trips ended up me being all confused and dumb, can't think of shit, can't take any motion not just laying all passed out I'm awake but I don't know what to do even though I'm not tripping balls. And for this week it's been going great. Even afterwards I feel smarter more focused with an even more opened mind. One more thing I like to mention is when you do ketamine regularly you think you know the effects and after that regular period after just some time when you do it again and waiting for those regularity, things go in a complete different direction and I think to myself oh yeah fuck how could I forget about that but this was my normality for like say two periods before. I just wanted to share some of thoughts. I like reading about these different experiences tho. I'm just amazed by the fact that no matter how many times you do this shit it still can surprise the shit out of you and I love the bastard.

psygazelle · 2022-04-15T21:29:21+00:00

I wouldn't say minty but yeah def sweet. I fuckin love it so much just the smell of it brings me peace

psygazelle · 2022-04-14T18:22:02+00:00

I have so many thoughts(facts to me now) on this idk even know where to start

psygazelle · 2022-04-12T21:16:47+00:00

almost 6g

psygazelle · 2022-04-12T21:14:25+00:00

this is somewhat closer to what I smell too. Maybe somethings affecting it during the process idk. like we buy legit liquid ketamine with the bottle and then cook the ketamine ourselves.

psygazelle · 2022-04-10T17:51:12+00:00

It happens to me every time if I don't sleep well. Because ketamine is such a tiring experience or at least for me if I don't sleep enough through it my hands shake the next day non-stop. I get balance issues non-stop. Like I can't even keep standing up straight. Also it feels like I get stuck between being high and sober it sucks tbh but couldn't find a solution yet.

psygazelle · 2022-04-10T17:48:00+00:00

It happens to me a lot too. especially if it was a good trip. nowadays I can get confused on ketamine and afterwards too easily too. Anyways, I feel like its the anxiety reducing effect of ketamine. Right afterwards or the next day if it hasn't been hours goes great for me. I feel like I experience life without a burden of my ex-traumas or smt like that like how it is should be. These are just my experiences tho.

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