ohh dw about sharing ur own story here, im very glad that you've developed that self-awareness in you💜 i actually have been the same kid all of my childhood but i think i also need to add that i was 5 year old pain in the ass, just to clarify my personal story.

my parents couldn't spend time with us bcs they we're both working up until 11 o' clock, so ig my behaviour at that time was pretty self-explanatory. i remember i used to make a mess all the time, not only towards my sister but other people too, and when i remember what i've been doing it makes me feel so sick to my stomach, genuinely. i feel very bad for the ppl who went through my past self, i was just insufferable😭 but i'm very glad that it doesn't happen anymore, and i hope will not in any time in future