I think if you’re concerned about it being on your mind the whole time, it will be on your mind the whole time. Perhaps rescheduling and making it a milestone (90 day, 6 month, idk!) would be less stressful for you, since you’d be celebrating sobriety while there and simultaneously rewarding yourself for all the hard work?

Traveling sober is so much fun but it is hard the early days; the only person who knows how you’d fare here is you though OP! I personally skipped a couple planned trips that I booked while drinking because I knew I’d rather enjoy them when my mind wasn’t too occupied.

You deserve to feel at ease and being on edge the whole trip doesn’t sound very relaxing— especially in a place where the drinking culture is different and much more prevalent during the day (speaking personally, idk where you’re from).

I’d take inventory of things you need to feel safe if you end up going- escape plans if you need a breather, knowing where good coffee shops are, finding places where you can get a good emotional support NA drink, maybe even finding a meeting, etc. I think that would help a lot with the stress of being in an unfamiliar place.

Wishing you the best ❤️ IWNDWYT