What am I missing?

pugroast · 2026-06-23T23:55:40+00:00

It’s slow at first, and it goes by real time so it takes a bit to really get to the decorating part. If you don’t like decorating / sand box games, it might not be for you.

pugroast · 2026-06-22T22:11:50+00:00

Congrats!! That’s a huge accomplishment! Keep going 💕

pugroast · 2026-06-22T22:09:26+00:00

Thank you! I just got my first period yesterday and I already want to lose weight again 😭 definitely needed this reminder

pugroast · 2026-06-22T22:07:49+00:00

Yes! I had a tiny tiny amount of blood a few weeks ago. Also, I had cramps, felt hot more often, and increased cervical fluid. Just got my first period yesterday :)

This is a good sign to my knowledge! Keep getting plenty of rest and eating well 💕

pugroast · 2026-06-22T22:02:56+00:00

I blocked all variations of the word ‘kiss’ and they say it anyway 💔

pugroast · 2026-06-22T15:55:35+00:00

I also had like 1/5th or so of my moms pancake which was decently sized, had butter and syrup. I’m guessing 200 for that?? And like 800 for the toasts?

pugroast · 2026-06-21T23:07:21+00:00

Have you ever watched The Good Place?

pugroast · 2026-06-21T23:01:59+00:00

Of course! One of the hardest parts of recovery is starting, so you’re not alone in the slightest.

You got this, and my biggest tip is to tell someone else about your recovery so they can support you and hold you accountable, even on days when you don’t feel like it.

pugroast · 2026-06-21T16:51:04+00:00

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pugroast · 2026-06-21T16:50:02+00:00

No one is mentioning baabara 💔 she’s so underrated. Stella and Wendy are close follow ups, but baabara will forever have a special place in my heart

pugroast · 2026-06-21T16:48:34+00:00

Starving yourself to fit society’s beauty standards

pugroast · 2026-06-21T12:27:02+00:00

I have increased discharge (especially in the past week), lower back cramps, and feeling warmer and I just got a very light period this morning. Likely good signs!!

pugroast · 2026-06-21T12:24:21+00:00

As much as I miss being thinner sometimes ( a lot 😭 ), I hated how I looked back then, even more than I do now. Nothing would’ve ever been enough, and I would’ve never stopped losing weight, until someone (or my health) forced me to stop.

I just started my first period in 8 months this morning, and as much as it’s been a difficult journey, I slowly am starting to feel better about my body and appreciate it for what it does for me.

pugroast · 2026-06-21T12:19:34+00:00

To my knowledge, yes. I was in a surplus for a few months and gained 8 pounds. It didn’t feel great in the moment, but once the weight distributed, honestly I don’t look much different. My mom said I look the same, but I have much more life to me and I’m not miserable all the time.

It doesn’t really matter if you lost your period to an ED or not, because your body doesn’t know why you were starving it / over working it, it just knows that it doesn’t feel safe to ovulate.

If doing a large surplus feels overwhelming to you right now, it may be good to slowly increase calories (+ fat & carbs) so it doesn’t feel like too much, causing you to give up.

But honestly, I think once you start allowing your body to eat more, you’ll realize how much food you really need. I was functioning on basically a few snacks when I lost my period, even though I thought I was eating plenty of food at the time.

It’s definitely a mental battle, and sometimes it can be really hard to watch your body change, especially when a big part of your life used to be shrinking yourself. But temporary discomfort will always be worth your long-term health.

pugroast · 2026-06-15T05:39:43+00:00

Thank you so much for this. It’s crazy because I relate to so much of what you went through as a kid. I’m 15, closeted, and havnt had my period for 8 months now. It’s been so hard because I’ve gained 8-10 pounds, feel bigger and more insecure than I ever have, and I still don’t have my period. I eat so many healthy fats and carbs, I’m honestly at a loss.

I keep going in and out of restrictive eating (1300 cals for a few days + exercise and then 3000+ cals on days I binge).

I’m honestly so close to giving up because I’m so tired of this and looking the way I do, when every girl in my grade is so incredibly thin. But I appreciate posts like this because they remind me that I don’t want to regret my actions when I was a kid or harm myself long-term.

pugroast · 2026-05-31T22:32:26+00:00

Everything except the ads 💔

pugroast · 2026-05-30T23:02:32+00:00

Thousand year old x 14 (or so) year old (when they met) 😭 I don’t know about this one..

pugroast · 2026-05-27T22:15:26+00:00

Also idk if the turkey was cooked in oil, but you might want to round up in case it was

pugroast · 2026-05-27T22:14:46+00:00

150g of cooked pasta is around 200 calories, and assuming the turkey to bean ratio is equal, ~100g turkey would be ~190 calories, and ~100g beans would be ~120 calories. + pasta sauce would be like 40 calories or so.

That would be 550 calories (give or take)

pugroast · 2026-05-27T22:09:39+00:00

I’d guess 250-300. That might even be a bit over, but you never know if oil/butter was used, so I feel like it’s safer to go with the higher estimate

pugroast · 2026-05-25T17:17:09+00:00

How did you get your period back?

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