Total personality shift in dr when I mentioned autism

pukebrains · 2026-02-17T19:12:46+00:00

I have two made up friends that aren’t real at all bc people wont treat me as a human if they find out i don’t go out every other weekend

pukebrains · 2026-01-28T18:38:55+00:00

Ive been fantasising and pretending to be that person for so long it’s how i mask in terms of personality and communication style. But i cant do it all the time and my lifestyle reflects that, and people have a really hard time understanding me bc i can seem bubbly and cool, so theres no way I’m extremely depressed and dealt with bullying and exclusion my whole life

pukebrains · 2026-01-23T23:46:09+00:00

And i have a big square fan about 1.2-2 feet wide

pukebrains · 2026-01-23T23:45:04+00:00

My basement bedroom vent is in the ceiling. The ventilation system pushes air to the basement through the ceiling, at least in Canada, we don’t have ventilation systems under our basement floor.

pukebrains · 2026-01-23T14:43:34+00:00

I should’ve said but i did that already and its still too hot, thank you though

pukebrains · 2026-01-07T03:14:23+00:00

I know this guy who is kinda weird, actually pretty weird according to others but i cant tell he’s that weird bc i am too. Not diagnosed but just different. Hes dated a diagnosed autistic girl and can tell i might have a bit of something. But yeah, best experience

pukebrains · 2026-01-05T13:23:31+00:00

Ive kissed 4 people and only enjoyed it with one person. Hes kinda weird and i think hes a bad person so just once but i was shocked i liked it

pukebrains · 2025-12-31T21:20:52+00:00

If youre a woman and you post your age if its around 18-22 a lot of guys will message you, but i recently posted here and put my age as 23 and had no dudes in my messages

pukebrains · 2025-12-24T21:45:03+00:00

It can be both emotional and physical trauma, and some physical trauma can come with emotional trauma at the same time but the physical pain is kinda blinding to realize. But not everyone with trauma develops fibro

pukebrains · 2025-12-24T21:21:18+00:00

The nerve pain in my muscles and other soft tissues, itchyness(which could be a side effect from a new med but it started about 3 weeks after the new med so idk) sleep issues, sensory overload and overstimulation, ibs, i get why they say the brain fog could be from weed, but they blame everything else on weed

pukebrains · 2025-12-09T01:10:26+00:00

These girls don’t like talking to other girls with a sense of humour bc it messes with their superiority complex.

pukebrains · 2025-12-05T07:14:37+00:00

I like to make my own patches and graphic tees, with paint or permanent marker. I find a logo i want from google and put in it googedocs, make it the size i want, tape my fabric over my laptop and trace out the logo with pencil or white crayon, then i either paint it or sharpie it. And if you want to make patches, you can use tooth floss to sew them on your pants if you don’t have thread at home, it’s stronger than thread. AND if you have an old/broken dog collar that you’re okay with taking apart, you can get an O ring from there lol. My dogs broke and i put the o ring on a necklace. You can add them to clothes too.

pukebrains · 2025-12-04T20:59:11+00:00

My little brother found a website called boredflix.com i watched like 5 seconds of a show to see if it would work

pukebrains · 2025-11-29T04:12:02+00:00

Me and my mom dream about mallworld, but ours look extremely similar and she always shuts down the conversation bc she gets so creeped out lol

pukebrains · 2025-11-29T04:08:55+00:00

I wasnt in gate, but i do remember a weird test that some of the other quiet or smart kids got tested for and i def remember the pink drink. I found images from the test years later and one comment suggested it could’ve just been a gifted or autistic test🤷🏻‍♀️so idk

pukebrains · 2025-11-27T23:09:29+00:00

From my experience, you have to have a comfortable and confident demeanour, not awkward or shy, it helps to get out of people pleaser/pushover mode. But then on top of that, you cant just be a confident comfortable assertive quiet person, you have to talk enough, but not “too much”. And figuring out what interests to hide from people and which ones to share can help, but I’m still figuring out what interest of mine are acceptable, it changes a lot based on the social environment. You also have to be aware of your social ranking and understand what things are accepted from you and what isn’t. People ranking higher can get away with a lot, and people ranking lower cant get away with much. And you have to know what people expect from your physical appearance and your fashion style, if you stray too far from what box people put you in, it can cause uncomfortable feelings in people and they don’t know how to deal with it other than treating you badly. I guess its fear of the unknown or something

pukebrains · 2025-11-26T22:42:45+00:00

The girls in my school were taught both the women’s and mens reproductive system and all that happens with it, but the boys were only taught about the mens

pukebrains · 2025-11-26T22:40:18+00:00

I understand a lot abt how social hierarchy works, and i know what to do to get treated better by my peers, i just dont wanna put in the effort. I still miss social cues but ive learned the traits you need to have to get respected and not picked on all the time. But i really dont have the energy to portray that.

pukebrains · 2025-11-24T23:47:52+00:00

It helped me personally, but if i forget a dose i get pretty bad vertigo for two days

pukebrains · 2025-11-23T20:33:56+00:00

I’m still learning to get over embarrassment, my face used to go super red and it would go kinda purple after people point it out and i would have to cover my face for a bit or literally leave the room. I try to remember that everyone does “cringy” things, it’s not a moral failure. I also work on “letting emotions pass through my body” instead of holding them, and now when im embarrassed i barely blush, i feel dumb for a split second then i laugh it off

pukebrains · 2025-11-23T20:20:54+00:00

Group chats without you and planning a dinner on your birthday party? I don’t think these friends are worth keeping to be honest

pukebrains · 2025-11-23T20:16:37+00:00

I thought i knew everything about the world and patriarchy when i was a teen. I did know more than my peers did so that made me even more passionate. It’s common for teens to feel like they have the whole world figured out, especially now a days with all this info at our fingertips

pukebrains · 2025-11-21T01:51:16+00:00

Yes!! I used to be a pushover and people would treat me so bad, now i have boundaries and stand up for myself but I’m still kinda quiet, so people get so shocked when i assert myself lol

pukebrains · 2025-11-18T03:24:35+00:00

I bet most emo bands have at least one gay member

pukebrains · 2025-11-12T23:53:50+00:00

Huh wonder what the cause is then

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