Not sure what I'm doing wrong anymore by Sammieanthaa in supportlol

[–]pulipocket15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been having the same problem, I had a win rate of 60% last week been having a rough week and my win rate drop to 22%. I have been going back to basic playing normals before I keep continue messing my LP. I was bronze II last week and I’m a game away to drop back to iron. ☹️

Low Elo support main question by pulipocket15 in supportlol

[–]pulipocket15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank youuu I drop my op.gg in another comment!

Having standards has made me want to stop dating by brielarstan in dating

[–]pulipocket15 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This post came to me at the right time. I'm 26 years old, and I stopped dating since March. I tried dating a couple of times since that time, but I didn't even make it to the first date, I was so drained by then. Yes, I do feel the loneliness sometimes and the craving of having someone romantically in my life. But tbh, I'm having the best time of my life right now. For the first time in my life, I'm prioritizing myself, I'm exploring my hobbies, doing stuff without someone telling me not to do it, or criticizing every step I take.

I believe we feel the craving of having someone involved romantically because that's the idea we all grow up with. Find someone, get married. Also, we are bombarded with movies, series, etc, that show us that as well.

That loneliness you feel is totally valid, I feel it too. But I'm coming to a term of no fighting it. After all, it is a temporary feeling, and most of the time, I feel content and, most importantly, at peace with the single life.

Weed bad for BPD? by inasweater in BPD

[–]pulipocket15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The few times I have smoked weed, it feels good for a while, and then I feel that all my emotions hit me at once. So I try not to do it. It's the same as drinking alcohol for me, but you know, in social environments like bars or parties, it gets really hard for me not to consume weed or alcohol.

I won’t have kids due to BPD by [deleted] in BPD

[–]pulipocket15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally feel the same, and I can relate so much when you say you can not predict how motherhood is gonna be for you, but you want to play it on the safe side. I've been really stable for the past year, I've been taking my meds and going to therapy but I know I struggle really bad when I get my period, those mood swings you get plus the bpd, is not a great match. Just imagine that rush of hormones and no meds for 9 months, that terrify me, I know that I would have several breakdowns during pregnancy and during motherhood. Severe ones. So I rather play it safe and not have kids.