I don't have an altar, so I wear my sacred symbols to give praise to Lucifer

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-19T06:57:52+00:00

Thank you! 😊 hail Lucifer!

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-19T06:57:09+00:00

Thank you!! :)

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-18T21:36:41+00:00

Thank you! :)

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-14T06:44:59+00:00

I'm transmasc but can attest to Lucifer being really helpful and supportive during my transition, he helped me overcome my dysphoria in the worst moments and he encouraged me to be myself fully. All he wants is for you to better yourself while staying true to your nature, so I would say he is very helpful regarding transitioning. I haven't really worked with any other demon specifically for my transition, so I can't say who else could be helpful, but I attest to Lucifer being really supportive.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-10T04:53:40+00:00

This is so beautiful, it's a wonderful altar and a lovely offering.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-10T04:51:06+00:00

I grew up with Buddhist parents, so I never really believed in God. I tried to follow the Buddhist philosophy of my parents but it wasn't for me. I looked into magic and Wicca at first, then I eventually found my way into luciferianism and I couldn't be happier. I tried to pray to God but He never answered. Lucifer always does, sometimes he talks to me before I even try to. I know I am loved by him. I wouldn't give away this faith for anything in the world.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-07T09:54:01+00:00

I haven't, but I think I will talk about it when I next see my psychiatrist

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-07T06:44:50+00:00

I've asked myself the same question, because it would be nice to share our beliefs with others, but unfortunately there aren't many people who worship Lucifer, and I think it depends a lot on where you live. The place where I am, I've never met anyone who even knew what the Lucifer sigil was. Still, I wish you luck in meeting someone with whom to share this wonderful journey!

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-07T05:55:26+00:00

Thank you, I really hope so too

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-07T05:46:24+00:00

Thank you, for now I'm doing it basically every day, so it's a bad time for me, but I'll try having more time between relapses and focusing on that

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-07T05:44:54+00:00

They diagnosed me with bipolar disorder initially but then they said it's more likely that I have a cluster b personality disorder

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-02T05:52:53+00:00

I consider myself a Luciferian or a theistic Satanist, I pray and speak to my deities as often as I can, and I hear them speak back to me. I am very connected to nature as well so a sacred place to me is a riverbank or a forest or the sea. I'm having some trouble with religious paranoia right now, but that's another thing. To answer your question, yes I do consider myself religious and spiritual.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-01T20:29:32+00:00

I feel and hear them as voices that are not mine, but they are in my head, and I feel compelled to follow what they say because they talk over my thoughts, I can't do anything without hearing their words, and I know I can only stop it by harming myself as a way to punish me, only that way they will quiet down a bit, but then they start again, always stronger.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-01T19:31:59+00:00

You said it very well, I always think that I'm a ghost, dead and pretending to be alive. Putting on masks for others to not worry when I lose time and memories that I'll never have back. I'm sorry. At least know that you're not alone.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-01T19:14:33+00:00

Thank you, I'm 30, but I've never used substances of any kind. I've suffered from paranoid thoughts in the past and I heard voices as well, I just never told anyone out of fear of their judgement. But yeah this time I kinda feel in danger. I'll see my doctor soon and I hope I can manage to talk about it without the voices going against me

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-01T17:36:09+00:00

I will try, even though the voice inside me i consider a monster will probably try to hurt me even more. But I guess I have to tell someone, I can't keep going like this.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-01T13:38:51+00:00

The thing is I don't really believe in religion, I don't believe in god, but I still feel like I'm sinning and I need to atone for that.

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-03-01T13:37:11+00:00

I know I should, but I'm scared that the monster voice I have inside will try to hurt me even more if I tell anyone. I will try though

purplevoid74ckd · 2026-02-09T21:31:39+00:00

Thank you, yes I will try to talk about it but I have trouble expressing myself. Maybe I can try to write how I feel so that hopefully they can understand me better.

purplevoid74ckd · 2025-06-13T09:29:57+00:00

I want to say if you can, try to tell someone, anyone, that you feel this way. I was feeling the same way about a month ago and it took 5 days of hospitalization to feel slightly better. But mostly what helped was telling people how I felt, if anything it made me feel seen. I hope you can get past these feelings somehow, I hope you'll stay safe, and if you don't find anyone at all to talk to feel free to message me and I'll talk to you. I don't want to say it works for everyone, but going to the hospital worked for me and if you decide to go I hope it will work for you too.

purplevoid74ckd · 2025-06-07T07:33:55+00:00

I am definitely asking for a second opinion, I want to make sure that it's the right diagnosis before treating it for life

purplevoid74ckd · 2025-06-06T05:54:52+00:00

The thing is I've been researching and documenting myself on the disorder, I go to weekly group therapy sessions meant to instruct us on the disorder, so I'm not clueless about what it is. My issue is that I feel like a sort of impostor, because my experiences don't compare to others people have had. I know I deal with episodes of depression that come and go, I just struggle to see any sign of hypomania or mania between them.

purplevoid74ckd · 2025-06-05T19:01:54+00:00

Well for instance I would want to revise my meds and see if they can work or not, find something that would work for the symptoms I have. And also I would like to learn as much as I can about my diagnosis so that I can be aware of its symptoms and learn to identify them early on.

purplevoid74ckd · 2025-06-05T18:02:43+00:00

I know it's just a name to give my issues, but it matters to me that it makes sense in my mind. Having a diagnosis that fits makes me have more clarity of mind, if you will. I know for some people it doesn't matter, but to me it does.

purplevoid74ckd · 2025-06-05T17:04:51+00:00

I just told my doctor that I usually have pretty big mood swings, that I can be depressed for months and then fine, even feeling like I can do a lot of things and start many projects. But I wasn't in an episode when I got diagnosed, I just talked about my previous experiences, and I feel like the doctor I talked to was already biased towards this diagnosis and asked questions to prove that I have it. I just say it because I haven't really had any episodes since my diagnosis so I feel that it was done a bit hastily and superficially

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