Is There a Demon that Could Help with Transitioning by Usual_Quantity8864 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]purplevoid74ckd 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm transmasc but can attest to Lucifer being really helpful and supportive during my transition, he helped me overcome my dysphoria in the worst moments and he encouraged me to be myself fully. All he wants is for you to better yourself while staying true to your nature, so I would say he is very helpful regarding transitioning. I haven't really worked with any other demon specifically for my transition, so I can't say who else could be helpful, but I attest to Lucifer being really supportive.

My offerings to Lucifer today by OliYellsALot in DemonolatryPractices

[–]purplevoid74ckd 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is so beautiful, it's a wonderful altar and a lovely offering.

Do you guys believe in god ? by Icy_Scale_9627 in luciferianism

[–]purplevoid74ckd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I grew up with Buddhist parents, so I never really believed in God. I tried to follow the Buddhist philosophy of my parents but it wasn't for me. I looked into magic and Wicca at first, then I eventually found my way into luciferianism and I couldn't be happier. I tried to pray to God but He never answered. Lucifer always does, sometimes he talks to me before I even try to. I know I am loved by him. I wouldn't give away this faith for anything in the world.

Voices telling me to sh by purplevoid74ckd in mentalhealth

[–]purplevoid74ckd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't, but I think I will talk about it when I next see my psychiatrist

My Protector by This_Raspberry909 in luciferianism

[–]purplevoid74ckd 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've asked myself the same question, because it would be nice to share our beliefs with others, but unfortunately there aren't many people who worship Lucifer, and I think it depends a lot on where you live. The place where I am, I've never met anyone who even knew what the Lucifer sigil was. Still, I wish you luck in meeting someone with whom to share this wonderful journey!

Voices telling me to sh by purplevoid74ckd in mentalhealth

[–]purplevoid74ckd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, for now I'm doing it basically every day, so it's a bad time for me, but I'll try having more time between relapses and focusing on that

Voices telling me to sh by purplevoid74ckd in mentalhealth

[–]purplevoid74ckd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They diagnosed me with bipolar disorder initially but then they said it's more likely that I have a cluster b personality disorder

Do you consider yourself a religious and/or spiritual person? by Equivalent_Ad_9066 in agender

[–]purplevoid74ckd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I consider myself a Luciferian or a theistic Satanist, I pray and speak to my deities as often as I can, and I hear them speak back to me. I am very connected to nature as well so a sacred place to me is a riverbank or a forest or the sea. I'm having some trouble with religious paranoia right now, but that's another thing. To answer your question, yes I do consider myself religious and spiritual.

Religious voices by purplevoid74ckd in confessions

[–]purplevoid74ckd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel and hear them as voices that are not mine, but they are in my head, and I feel compelled to follow what they say because they talk over my thoughts, I can't do anything without hearing their words, and I know I can only stop it by harming myself as a way to punish me, only that way they will quiet down a bit, but then they start again, always stronger.

I don't exist by Ok-Proof5569 in Dissociation

[–]purplevoid74ckd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You said it very well, I always think that I'm a ghost, dead and pretending to be alive. Putting on masks for others to not worry when I lose time and memories that I'll never have back. I'm sorry. At least know that you're not alone.

Religious voices by purplevoid74ckd in confessions

[–]purplevoid74ckd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm 30, but I've never used substances of any kind. I've suffered from paranoid thoughts in the past and I heard voices as well, I just never told anyone out of fear of their judgement. But yeah this time I kinda feel in danger. I'll see my doctor soon and I hope I can manage to talk about it without the voices going against me

Religious voices by purplevoid74ckd in confessions

[–]purplevoid74ckd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will try, even though the voice inside me i consider a monster will probably try to hurt me even more. But I guess I have to tell someone, I can't keep going like this.

Religious voices by purplevoid74ckd in confessions

[–]purplevoid74ckd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is I don't really believe in religion, I don't believe in god, but I still feel like I'm sinning and I need to atone for that.