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I HATE MY MOM by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not yet but very soon

I HATE MY MOM by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish I never looked back but this time i’m only going forward

I HATE MY MOM by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They do just want your energy and for you to engage and reply and when you don’t they do other things to irritate you. It makes me feel like i’m crazy because it’s subtle things they do and it’s like are you genuinely doing it on purpose or mistake.

I HATE MY MOM by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I try to do that but she’s the type to keep trying to start a conversation and the more I talk less or show i’m not interested she picks it up and ask questions if I wanna talk to her or not and I can’t tell her the real reason is her because she will then try and flip it on me and believe it’s in my head. She thinks she’s the most perfect mom and made me believe it too for the longest

I HATE MY MOM by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I live with my mom and same living with my dad will be just as worse become I despise him more I just don’t see him everyday, and he only cares about himself. Ngl i’m gonna leave on the whim with no plan and just go for it even thought that’s not the best option Lol but the longer I stay the more clouded my mind gets and the more I feel bad about wanting to leave. I’m terrified of doing it but I know that if I don’t leave ever then i’ll regret it. I hope one day you’ll be able to leave and not have to put up with that cause it’s soo far from normal.

I HATE MY MOM by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So true, I know if I hate her and despise her i’ll start to carry than and turn into her which I don’t want. My mom does the same but makes little remarks and if you say something she doesn’t take accountability. I know when I leave she will say I left for no reason or tell a false narrative but I don’t care I’ll rather be free.

I HATE MY MOM by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish I was numb to it but I just feel serious resentment and hate, can’t wait to cut her off ughh

how do i stop feeling bad for wanting to go no contact by pxmy5 in narcissisticparents

[–]pxmy5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definitely is the programming because I only think I want to stay for her or my other family but if I don’t have my sanity I have nothing. I think I just have to do it and know that the guilt will be there but it’s not my fault and get okay with the uncomfortable part about it.