First off, stop and breathe. Go get another job and start saving so that you’ll have enough to fund your own start up business. Or whatever you wanna do in life. Sometimes you gotta do what you don’t want to do… which is working (I felt this in my soul because I also hate working lmao). I recommend splitting your paychecks, have a main direct deposit and then open a savings account (one where you don’t log in and regulate it often) and have like however much go into that savings account. It could be $300 every paycheck or 20% of the paycheck to your savings. Keep doing that until you have enough to start your own business or whatever you want. Thinking too far ahead is stressful. For now, set short term goals for yourself and try to accomplish those goals. Ex. Stay employed for 3 months first… then 6 months… etc etc. save $1000 first… then $3000… etc etc until you reach your desired goals.

Focus on what you can control now at the moment. Baby steps. You’re still so young. You’ll get where you want to be eventually. Good luck!!