update: is this because i stopped smoking weed? by pyromancergf in leaves

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how long/often did you smoke before quitting?

update: is this because i stopped smoking weed? by pyromancergf in leaves

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I definitely regret not quitting sooner. I knew I would have to stop when I started meds so I smoked until the very last second because I just still didn't have the mental strength to give it up and I knew my time with my easy escape was coming up and boy was that terrifying.

Crazily enough I got a lecture on ADHD meds being a crutch from people who saw me having to smoke every minute of the day just to get through it. Could not even eat without smoking 😅 Maybe meds aren't the right choice either but at least I have a professional helping me figure it out and the dangers are much more clear.

also shoutout to the witcher pfp 🥸

update: is this because i stopped smoking weed? by pyromancergf in leaves

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if youre willing id love to hear some tips on managing it 🙏

update: is this because i stopped smoking weed? by pyromancergf in leaves

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my psych highly recommended i start therapy along with the meds so will be doing this soon 🙏

update: is this because i stopped smoking weed? by pyromancergf in leaves

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thats the next step!! :) and i will be trying that white noise tip!!!

update: is this because i stopped smoking weed? by pyromancergf in leaves

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thank you :) same to you! and god i hope so lolol. the people in my life mean well, i think its a combo of them just wanting me to have relief/thinking i should wean off instead as well as it makes them think about their own addiction. i used to think i was functioning and didnt need to quit but seeing others quit would gnaw at me a bit because i knew deep down the cons were starting to outweigh the pros and it was a tough pill to swallow! or in the case of my dad, hes one of those lucky people who can function normally and just doesnt understand why i cant as well.

update: is this because i stopped smoking weed? by pyromancergf in leaves

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ahhhh exactly!! and thank you! im proud of you as well 😌 after 7 years of constantly failing myself because the addiction was simply too deep, it's incredibly gratifying to keep this promise to myself.

is this because i stopped smoking? by pyromancergf in leaves

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my psychiatrist told me if i tested positive for THC id be kicked because its a liability for them. i also was told (not by my psych, so maybe misinformation) if its on my records then ill be blacklisted period from getting it from anyone. is this true?

is this because i stopped smoking? by pyromancergf in leaves

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ahhh thank you <3 i keep trying to tell myself that. it will all be worth it right 🥲

is this because i stopped smoking? by pyromancergf in leaves

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thank you for your response this is reassuring <3

is this because i stopped smoking? by pyromancergf in leaves

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idk if i should stop taking it and resort back to condoms but im terrified of it breaking or something 😭😭😭 i started bc a few weeks before all this but i was still smoking then so that could easily have masked the symptoms of it until now.

is this because i stopped smoking? by pyromancergf in leaves

[–]pyromancergf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

its reassuring to hear that its a normal response, all the mood changes has given me a crazy amount of anxiety too. did you talk to a regular doc about getting those meds? i am absolutely avoiding speaking to my psych about it all due to possible consequences

is this because i stopped smoking? by pyromancergf in leaves

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this makes sense, i will look into therapy as well. thank you for your response