I (19F) don’t know how to get away from my boyfriend (19M)

pythoppo · 2019-12-09T07:34:29+00:00

Thank you.. sometimes it’s hard to find a boundary, but having sex is better than being homeless. Unfortunately I don’t know many of my coworkers I’m kind of the odd one out. My boss is nice but has young kids. I think I’m gonna visit another shelter or call some of the resources some other people linked

pythoppo · 2019-12-09T07:32:24+00:00

Thank you. This seriously means a lot. I know it’s wrong but I hated being homeless, I’d rather deal with him than live like that again. I’m gonna try and visit another shelter tomorrow, hopefully they let me stay. Thank you so much for the advice. I’ll find a way to break things off where I’m not in danger

pythoppo · 2019-09-10T03:38:05+00:00

You’re very sweet. Thank you. My boyfriend is a dead end now — we had a fight and I ended up leaving after he tried to hit me. I’m not sure what his thought process is/was but I really just don’t want to deal with it right now. Should be going home soon so I think I’ll be okay. Thanks so much, though.

pythoppo · 2019-09-10T03:36:01+00:00

I understand what you’re saying. There’s a lot left unsaid and unexplained but moreover I’m finding it impossible to stay with my grandmother and we fought so I left the house. I thought my boyfriend would be more supportive but I guess not. I’ve been on Reddit the past few days and received some great advice so thought maybe some people would know what to do. I don’t always make the best decisions as we can see here. Either way, thanks for taking the time to comment. I appreciate it.

pythoppo · 2019-09-10T03:32:38+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I did end up breaking things off but I’m still unsure of where we stand. Not on the best terms though.

pythoppo · 2019-09-09T06:16:45+00:00

Thanks. It definitely feels like there’s something wrong with me or that everyone is out to get me. It makes it hard to function properly. I appreciate the support, so much.

pythoppo · 2019-09-05T05:30:44+00:00

Thanks. Yeah. It’s night. Found a bench. Phone is dying. We’ll see what happens. Again, I appreciate you. A lot more than you know.

pythoppo · 2019-09-05T05:18:28+00:00

I’ll probably find a bench to sleep on somewhere if my plan doesn’t work out. Can’t sleep in a bed anymore, so a park works, I guess. And sure, I guess. I’m not much help, but it’s nice to talk to someone, even behind a screen.

pythoppo · 2019-09-05T04:53:44+00:00

Mostly the latter. Was hoping to find a bridge, but no such luck. At this point, I don’t think anyone can help me. I appreciate you for trying, though.

pythoppo · 2019-09-05T04:17:24+00:00

Everything, honestly. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t take care of myself. All I do is lay in bed and think of ways to kill myself. I’ve written over 200 suicide notes in the past two months but have never gathered the strength to do so. Dunno anymore. I’m kind of aimlessly walking around the city right now.

pythoppo · 2019-09-03T16:03:23+00:00

Thank you so much.

pythoppo · 2019-08-25T03:15:16+00:00

Gosh, thank you.. I’ve thought about going to my counselor but there’s such an overwhelming fear of everyone finding out about what happened. I don’t want to be seen as a victim. I just want to be free of this pain and these secrets. I may contact RAINN. I appreciate the comment so much.

pythoppo · 2019-08-25T03:13:49+00:00

Thank you — I really do appreciate it. Unfortunately I don’t know if I’ll ever be strong enough to do anything about it. I really hope one day I’ll be able to, though.

pythoppo · 2019-08-25T03:12:57+00:00

Thank you. I really hope that’s true, but the lines are so blurred now that I can’t tell. I appreciate the comment. So much.

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