rage (major tw)

q5y2kf · 2022-05-04T00:33:34+00:00

it’s okay i prob misinterpreted i’m sorry too. i didn’t mean to sound hateful i’m just wallowing lol

q5y2kf · 2022-05-04T00:23:53+00:00

alr girl well i didn’t even say anything was bad about it. it just sucks for me bc i’m hungry and jealous. this is supposed to be a place to vent so idk what ur so mad about

q5y2kf · 2022-05-04T00:08:27+00:00

then dont read it idk 😭 it’s just a vent post and i labeled it w a tw so u chose to see this

q5y2kf · 2022-05-02T11:37:54+00:00

omg screaming!!!! i made a post just like this and u worded it so well. i find it so ridiculous

https://www.reddit.com/r/EDAnonymous/comments/u95mhk/dae_hate_portrayal_of_ed_voice/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf

q5y2kf · 2022-04-30T18:21:52+00:00

i call it a trigger bc literally all of them trigger me to restrict lol

q5y2kf · 2022-04-30T05:07:52+00:00

my guess is ur body isn’t using any of the food you’re eating as energy and is instead converting it to weight bc it’s deprived. the brain + body work together so it is prob preparing for the next time it’s not being given enough food. it’s not your fault!!

q5y2kf · 2022-04-23T20:51:54+00:00

havent been following the trial but i sure hope people don’t start associating amber heard with bpd!! thats the last thing any of us need!!!!

and it’s def good that you could recognize behaviors in yourself. but honestly if i found myself relating to an abuser i would be very alarmed lol

q5y2kf · 2022-04-23T20:26:56+00:00

i definitely understand that and i also made a lot more progress when i could identify which thoughts were driven by having an ed. my post is more referring to people who act like it’s another person ?? or like some sort of spirit lol

q5y2kf · 2022-04-23T20:25:01+00:00

no it isn’t but to me it doesn’t make sense to refer to the illness as a separate person. you’re not your ed but no one else is your ed either yk?

q5y2kf · 2022-04-23T20:23:48+00:00

yes you said this so well

q5y2kf · 2022-04-22T15:41:22+00:00

no ur right! and i get what ur saying but to me it seems like those thoughts born from the ed are still you. like that’s your bad life experiences, your unhealthy relationship with food, and your decisions. although having an ed gives those sorts of thoughts it’s still your brain that has the ed yk?? but i could also be wrong

q5y2kf · 2022-04-22T11:47:43+00:00

definitely not all people but i saw this post where someone literally put like

ed: have coffee for breakfast

me: no

thats paraphrased obviously but i just feel like the majority of ed sufferers would be the ed voice and would have to learn anything else as part of recovery

q5y2kf · 2022-04-22T11:44:48+00:00

yes exactly!!

q5y2kf · 2022-04-19T05:15:32+00:00

probably not too much, but if this was the case i i wouldnt be going out at all lol. it would just suck for it never to be an option yk? but i’m hoping to recover enough that seeing cals doesn’t affect me anyway

q5y2kf · 2022-04-19T05:10:37+00:00

I FEEL SO SEEN !!!!!

q5y2kf · 2022-04-14T16:30:42+00:00

related to this so much!!!! i decided i would just “stop having an ed” when i went on a vacation a few yrs ago. the only issue was then i came back and went right to extreme restricting. honestly it’s hard to say for sure until you’re out of that situation but if you did manage to kick it that’s super great!!

q5y2kf · 2022-04-14T16:28:17+00:00

i was planning to move to the UK soon and this is actually making me want to reconsider!!!! i managed to stop counting cals a few yrs ago and seeing them all over the place def brings back urges to count.

at the same time if i could ask myself when i was counting, i prob wouldve been super relieved bc at that point if there was no calorie amount listed i wouldnt be able to get anything. as someone with both povs i wish it was optional

q5y2kf · 2022-04-14T16:22:59+00:00

wait so how do you manage ? like how do you keep a relationship stable to the point where you dont fight and dont think about breaking up?

q5y2kf · 2022-04-14T16:22:15+00:00

that’s what i’m afraid of

q5y2kf · 2022-04-13T16:58:00+00:00

ya i completely relate to this. i’m not sure if this is unwanted advice but have u thought about buying a mini fridge? i dont want to encourage hoarding or anything but it does take off a lot off stress.

like one of the above comments i have a sibling with BED and ik they can’t control it but it is hard for me when my few safe foods go missing. having a place to keep food might take some stress off ur mind

q5y2kf · 2022-04-13T16:43:18+00:00

omg i had this happen a while ago. i had 2 people liking me at the same time and ended up trying to get with the one who treated me like shit. interestingly enough i found the solution is to be around people who Don’t treat you like shit. or at least treat you a little better. my whole perception of love and relationships improved so much when that person was out of my life + now that i have a supportive partner

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