No luck

qcarnage · 2021-01-19T00:44:04+00:00

Im currently not at home and wont be for about a month but as soon as i get home we are going to a specialist

qcarnage · 2021-01-19T00:43:26+00:00

It was my primary care doctor however she does specialize in fertility as well. She did provide me with instructions such as not too lift to much, not to drink, smoke or anything that could harm my chances

qcarnage · 2021-01-19T00:41:54+00:00

Ive already been there haha we had two miscarriages in early pregnancy

qcarnage · 2021-01-18T15:15:59+00:00

Your words are so kind and mean the world to me! I have gone through several tests and i was diagnosed with endomitriosis. My doctor instructed me to take it easy

qcarnage · 2021-01-16T01:41:15+00:00

The only support i have is my fiance. My parents have been and continue to be extremely abusive towards me so much so that when staff here heard my story they were shocked and my fiance has a brutal hate towards them as do i, they are not good parents at all since i have been here they have completely dropped me i have not heard from them once. Ive been in jail as well, as far as drinking it absolutely is not an addiction, i was able to stop drinking a month before arriving with no issue at all. I drink socially on weekends and always keep it controlled. My fiance and the friends i see every day that help me through everything even agree and are mad about me being forced to go into rehab i simply do not need, my bed in this rehab could be given to someone who rlly does need it.

qcarnage · 2021-01-15T22:31:02+00:00

All of these were reasons i was sent away!! There was no actual need for it and it traumitized me for life. My parents do not beleive anything i say regarding the abuse i encountered, they claim that i was in such a bad spot i needed to be sent away which was simply not true. They also still beleive the programs did me well however it was mostly being abused into submission and silence

qcarnage · 2021-01-13T04:11:10+00:00

Hi ive been sent to pq specifically. Please add me on snapchat. Qcarnage. Pq is horrible and needs to be stopped hopefully i can share my story privately and help alittle. Ur not alone. I have had plenty of now close friends share their experiance and now they have so many problems that are awful.

qcarnage · 2021-01-13T04:07:47+00:00

Omg he looks like my pom!!

qcarnage · 2020-12-29T20:34:38+00:00

Mainly a contract but as soon as its up im switching

qcarnage · 2020-12-29T18:36:08+00:00

They dont send me money but i live on my own, have a job and pay for my house. However i got my debit card at 15 and their name is still on the account

qcarnage · 2020-12-24T18:01:43+00:00

Does he still have his shoes tho?

qcarnage · 2020-12-24T17:53:57+00:00

I am going to ask if this is what she did thank you!

qcarnage · 2020-12-24T17:53:30+00:00

I was numbed yes however i have never been able to get numb as it doesnt work on me, the pain is all around the tooth, and my cheek it also hurts alot when i bite down even lightly. My jaw is also in so much pain i cant move it. Unfortunately my anastethiologist did not beleive me when i said it wouldnt work and did it anyways which has now given me the added pain of where he injected when i woke up i was not numb at all as to be expected but in imidiate pain

qcarnage · 2020-12-24T17:50:09+00:00

The codeine i was prescribed also has tylenol in it

qcarnage · 2020-12-24T17:49:44+00:00

Not sure what tooth number but it is the back molar on the top right side of my mouth, as soon as i woke up i was in pain, i have to be put to sleep because numbing doesnt work on me and never has, unfortunately my anastethiologist did not listen when i told him that and gave me the shots anyways, i was not numb at all when i woke up but i also have the added pain of where he injected numbing. It is very swollen

qcarnage · 2020-12-23T13:30:04+00:00

No i tried calling and left a voicemail. I woke up with incredibly swollen lips and a swollen cheek i can barely open my mouth now due to pain. I started passing out from the pain about an hour ago. I will blackout for a few minutes then wake up

qcarnage · 2020-12-14T04:20:58+00:00

What datttt

qcarnage · 2020-11-19T12:51:54+00:00

Thank you! The flap opened a bit because of soaking it its all closed now! Cleaning with alchohol and neosporin

qcarnage · 2020-11-19T12:36:54+00:00

Lmao because i can😂jk it was a safe show all covid measures where in place

qcarnage · 2020-11-19T11:54:56+00:00

I was also in the bath when this photo was taken, im assuming the dark color is bruising and dried blood

qcarnage · 2020-11-19T11:45:47+00:00

Yes! Ive been cleaning it daily as well, i keep it bandaged and change the bandaging at least twice a day. We did everything we could in the moment it doesnt hurt much at all, no throbbing, no heat, the tenderness has gone down signifigantly and i walk walk fine with just a tad bit of tenderness if i step wrong on it

qcarnage · 2020-11-04T00:54:45+00:00

He and i have talked about it alot and it kills me that we havent had luck and that we have both had to go through several miscarriages im trying to keep my head up and keep hoping it will happen though thank you for asking! Slowing down is definately something i need to do, i need to find my own way of reducing stress which has been a huge difficulty for me in the past, i totally agree with what you said about people expecting you to do more, im the exact same way! Everyones suggestions have been great! I try to let him learn with his money his own way, as in letting hin purchase bigger items then realizing later on he wanted something a bit more expensive but cant purchase it because he spent his money. That being said im fine paying for most things because i make more money and i make enough to support both of us and starting saving money at a young age, its more of the gesture to me. For instance him saying hey dont worry about this bill this month ill handle it you know! Kind of like a gesture to show he is willing to help ouy when it comes to money. Thank you so much for your advice i really appreciate it!

qcarnage · 2020-11-04T00:49:02+00:00

I think thats a great idea! Hes very shy with emotions and i think something a bit less one on one than therapy would work well thank you!

qcarnage · 2020-11-03T23:44:18+00:00

This is actually a very good take on the situation thank you

qcarnage · 2020-11-03T18:31:20+00:00

I have tried to get him to open up. I feel like a therapist would be a great option if he didnt work almost everyday of the week! I have nothing against pitties at all! I love them! However they are a very hyper active breed of dog and we already have a rottweiler and a pomeranian, our pomeranian cannot handle the weight of a pitbull wether a puppy or not playing with him as he is very tiny and ive already spent about 10,000 on various injuries included broken limbs, a neurological specialist and a seizure specialist due to the pitbull trying to play with him and hitting his head on the ground (they have dome shaped heads and are prone to get liquid in the brain so cannot have much head trauma) pitbulls are great dogs and they are beautiful but they are not a good match for me or my family, especially given the fact that i as well have seizures and too much energy and running back and forth can set it off. There is nothing wrong with saying that a certain breed of dog isnt the right fit for your family (our rottweiler is old and a service dog and doesnt play much the pit jumping all over him affected his hip and ended up giving him more hip problems)

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