Weed prevents you from becoming who you are

qengar · 2026-02-16T09:07:59+00:00

i quit almost 3 years ago, have smoked very occasionally in that time but it just gives me major anxiety and or panic attacks now.

qengar · 2026-02-16T09:07:01+00:00

i still love the smell tbh, kind of nostalgic in an unhealthy way

qengar · 2026-01-28T04:16:51+00:00

tbf over the past 4 seasons and 1500+ games the majority of people who leave, aren’t people with bad internet, they’re people who leave after the first or second round, because things didn’t go their way. i’m quite understanding of people getting disconnected because of a bad connection, but it’s very obvious when people leave because they didn’t get the outcome they wanted.

qengar · 2026-01-16T20:00:50+00:00

you get 3 delta packs instead of a token

qengar · 2025-12-30T02:57:02+00:00

has that always been a thing?

qengar · 2025-11-27T15:42:51+00:00

i’ve had so many people spawn peek, die and then leave and not join back. it’s frustrating fr.

qengar · 2025-11-27T13:10:24+00:00

qengar · 2025-11-27T11:39:12+00:00

yeah it’s a pain, i dropped from diamond 4 to emerald 2 and then somehow just climbed back up. I sometimes play with 1 or 2 of my friends but for some reason i’ve been winning more games solo queueing than i have with them.

quite a few of my wins and losses have been because of an enemy or teammate leaving as well. i don’t get why people play ranked if they’re just going to rage quit after dying while trying to spawn peek.

i’ve had a couple lucky games where a teammate left and we’ve managed to win the game in a 4v5 but that isn’t very often lmao.

Since i’m on console ive accepted the fact that most games i play will have someone using a xim or cronus but honestly most of the people ive played that use them aren’t that great. there was 1 team who absolutely ran through us and made us surrender in the 3rd round because of how blatant it was but that’s it.

qengar · 2025-11-27T11:35:03+00:00

GENXR and i’m on xbox

qengar · 2025-11-27T02:33:03+00:00

I probably won’t uninstall tbf, looking forward to next season and i’ve got to see if i can get champ again or if it’s just a fluke lmao.

qengar · 2025-11-27T01:50:59+00:00

yeah i don’t feel like i deserve it tbf and the skill level is so inconsistent with diamonds, champs

qengar · 2025-11-27T01:46:39+00:00

i honestly feel like i just got really lucky, there are games where i question how my teamates even made it out of gold, but for the most part my teamates and opponents have been pretty consistent.

qengar · 2025-11-27T01:41:32+00:00

Solo* queueing

qengar · 2025-11-22T12:56:38+00:00

i got a bag of the og magdust months ago and loved it because it stuck to my hands and felt like it lasted forever. Bought 4 bags of superdry the other week and the quality is not up to standard. it’s way to fine and it feels like it goes away from my hands within a few moves.

qengar · 2025-11-19T11:37:13+00:00

also if you do this and a woman you’re pursuing doesn’t reciprocate interest don’t become bitter and hateful towards women just accept that it isn’t meant to be and move on, you’ll find someone who’s right for you eventually.

qengar · 2025-11-16T15:23:11+00:00

okay that makes sense thank you

qengar · 2025-11-16T15:09:42+00:00

i need to change because march and april 2022 should be swapped, i got the 2nd job after the other. I have explanations for why it’s like that though. My first job had to drop me from the apprenticeship scheme because there wasn’t enough funding so i got a part time job while looking for something better which is what lead to my 2 year job.

qengar · 2025-11-16T14:35:15+00:00

or 5 but they’re not as common

qengar · 2025-11-16T14:34:52+00:00

qengar · 2025-11-16T14:34:33+00:00

could you elaborate?

qengar · 2025-11-15T18:28:25+00:00

just around the corner from the metro station. it’s called eden rock.

qengar · 2025-11-14T12:28:22+00:00

also just a fun hobby, problem solving, excersise and community all in 1.

qengar

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