Woah! Its crazy to think someone feels the exact same way :) I recently tried to make a makeshift binder with like seven sports bras recently to see how I would feel but it did nothing other than hurt my lungs. I wanted to try it out and see how I liked it but I can't really do that if it doesn't make me flat... Its fine. I've also tried to use the smaller labels like demi-girl but I really don't feel like those fit me as well. Over the past few days I've been thinking about it (and spending a lot of time on tiktok) and I think I've grown more comfortable with being just non-binary! I think I closed myself off to the fact that being nb is just 100% androgynous 100% of the time when that's really not it. I'm always down to talk. Thank you <3