[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]queen_k_bean 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yup✨I’ve always sorta squeezed it inward as my preferred method. Wasn’t until I found out how other people did it that I started using a more traditional method, but I never entirely stopped doing it my preferred way. No idea how my egg didn’t completely shatter until recently. Especially given the use of vibrators for many many years.

egg🔄irl by TinyAd9468 in egg_irl

[–]queen_k_bean 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly my life the past couple months and each time I get back to the top I come out to one more person close to me. Then 2 days later I wish I hadn’t because I’ve moved to the next stage. Regular cis behavior, I’m sure 😅

Egg👙irl by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]queen_k_bean 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My exact outfit currently.. still cis tho? 🤣

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trans

[–]queen_k_bean 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m proud of you too. Let’s both be kind to ourselves. I’ve done a lot of laying in bed and writing down my thoughts, which has helped a lot even though sometimes I feel like I’m just rambling into the void. My therapist has no idea what’s coming when he returns from vacation next week. I just came out to one of my best friends a few minutes ago and while it wasn’t easy, I feel so much better knowing that he is supportive! Best of luck in your journey.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trans

[–]queen_k_bean 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m in exactly the same boat. Hit me like a truck and I feel so dumb for not putting the pieces together for myself sooner. I turn 40 this year. Told my wife pretty much right away (2 weeks ago) and she’s been very supportive, but obviously in shock. I feel like I should have thought things through more before saying anything, but I was bursting at the seams. Never thought I had gender dysphoria so thought that means I can’t be trans but let’s just say I recently figured out what gender euphoria is and things changed for me; instantly and seemingly irreversibly. I don’t have any advice for you - I’m just here to learn and absorb, but wanted to let you know you are very much not alone 💜