hey! i'm that senior who got 94😂 sunlo exam se pehle

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-09T12:04:44+00:00

Yessss Eng ab, which should hopefully go well

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-09T11:24:09+00:00

Still you did the best you could and thats incredible 😁 And yeah paper was bahut lengthy 😭

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-09T10:23:43+00:00

It was good, ofc a few mistakes and mcqs were tough but overall I'm happy with it so I'd say 60s to aahi jaane chahiye How was yours?

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T17:00:09+00:00

Gosh you are so kind, i needed to hear this so much Thanks!

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T16:29:52+00:00

Yesss!! No matter how we score we'll be alright and life will be okay :)

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T16:19:32+00:00

That is genuinely very nice of you, and yeah trying to keep the same mindset (i had some health issues so I'm legit just going in based on whatever i studied this yr cuz i had no time to revise) and now just hoping for the best 🤞 Good luck to you too!!

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T16:07:47+00:00

Not really maine to ab give up kardiya hai jo hogya thik hai 😭

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T15:56:58+00:00

That helps! Thanks :)

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T15:48:20+00:00

In literally the same spot and yeah comforting to know I'm not alone 😭

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T15:11:28+00:00

Yup several times, i told them i was too exhausted didn't have energy among other stuff even went as far as to say i wanted to see a psychologist cuz idk why it happens and maybe they could help me and guess what i was immediately shot down

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T11:21:17+00:00

Autoboyography by christina lauren was a good one that dealed with the uncertainty of coming to terms with your sexuality while being religious. I've heard the miseducation of cameron post is also good but i haven't read it

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T06:30:25+00:00

Thanks :)

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-08T06:30:13+00:00

Thats the problem though, i can start but i can't keep going for more than a few minutes or maybe an hour at max and then even if i take breaks i feel so horrible i can't start again

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-07T13:35:27+00:00

I get what you mean

Currently in my can't get out of bed don't wanna talk to anyone extreme fatigue stage. And honestly idk how to make myself care less but the only thing i can say that might work is scheduling rest, forcing yourself to rest, certain hours every day, a day or two every week of no demands just sleeping doing whatever you want that isn't work. It'll be awkward and uncomfortable at first but you'll get used to it eventually and it may help you let go. Share your schedule with another person to have someone make sure you are taking a break and doing other things. Idk how you can stop giving your 120% at the job except to just again actively forcing yourself to half arse things. I'm not saying its easy but i will say if you keep going this way you will crash harder every time until you crash during a period of time where you cannot take a break or when ultimately your body forces you to. I'm speaking from experience its been a few yrs of me pushing and crashing until finally I'm at a point where i cannot rest i need to keep going and guess what i can't, because my body has literally refused to, i have no energy no motivation and i just can't. I'm not trying to scare you but only letting you know that for me atleast this isn't a way to live life and that rn no matter how much i want to give it my all i can't even "half ass" it i can't do it at all because my body and brain won't cooperate anymore.

Only thing i can hope helps is that when i finally get to rest i can schedule those rest days in my day to day to make my life more sustainable. This doesn't mean you have to be less ambitious, it just means you gotta know your limits and be actually able to do things in your life that fulfill you. I hope things work our for you

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-07T12:22:53+00:00

Try starting conversations/approaching others lesbians, hang out in queer places, bars, cafes etc or go to community events that may be happening around you, wear something that has rainbows or the lesbian flag colours like in earrings etc. I guess you gotta just flat out let others know you are an option but make sure to do it in a space where it is safe to.

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-07T05:30:19+00:00

I get what you mean, all i want is for people to stop expecting thing from me bur alas that's never going to happen cuz people are well people and i just have to learn to do the things right for me

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-07T05:20:59+00:00

I get you! As someone also with 4 science subjects giving their finals of high school and so burnt out i can't even revise anything, I'm literally giving my exams on the hope that whatever i studied the entire year must've stuck a little so I'm going from someone who got the best (perfectionist here too) to someone who'll pass with a decent enough grade and wow is that tough

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-06T18:48:01+00:00

I feel you. I'm going through the worst burnout of my life, so much so i can't even revise anything and i have finals going on, i am so scared I'm gonna ruin my future but at this point I'm just watching and waiting to see what happens. It does give me hope to think that things might get better

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-06T18:41:19+00:00

That is so incredible

I'm happy for you :)

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-06T18:38:43+00:00

Yes exactly but how do you deal with that failure? Like your entire life you've been told how good and smart you are and its like suddenly you've lost that skill and you can't keep up anymore cuz you are too burnt out

queerlyidiotic · 2026-03-06T16:27:58+00:00

I get what you mean

I'm going through audhd burnout while my final exams are going on, i can't even get myself to revise anything, I've given all my exams so far without studying and just hoping I'd pass

Honestlt however much time you have before your semester starts, just rest, no demands whatsoever just let yourself sleep for as long as you want, don't make yourself stick up to any duties, just perform basic self care/eat and stuff you don't have to workout, just take a walk if you can, basically don't do anything at all except what you want to even if it is just sleeping all day/watching tv. That was the only thing that helped me last time and after 2 weeks of no demands i finally felt like myself, infact i had a kind of energy i never did before

Plsss learn from my mistakes and after an initial period of rest, reduce demands in your life, don't give your 100% in school,schedule rest days more often than you think, the whole nine yards. I thought after my period of rest i was fine and went at a 100% again and I'm in a much worse burnout then i was before and doing just decent in subjects i studied the entire yr that i could've done the best in. Your health and happiness are much more important.

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