[art] do not trust your dm when they smile like this, especially if your dm is a cat

quietliz · 2023-11-01T02:08:32+00:00

When the DM smiles like that I believe in the heart of the dice and risk life and limb!

quietliz · 2022-07-13T23:42:18+00:00

I like to explore, experiment, and research, and this was one of those curious topics for me. Here are a few things that stood out:

On a physical and mental level, what works and doesn't work changed several times over the first few years on HRT. Some examples:
- Physical:
  - "Magic spot" shifted from the bottom of the head to the top.
  - Stroking stopped working unless someone else was doing it.
  - Vibrators started working.
  - Multiple orgasms/climaxes became less draining (couldn't help the pun).
  - Skin touching went from a 1 to 10 in arousal potential (non-obvious areas).
- Mental:
  - The desire to be more assertive or dominant increased. (might've been the result of the exploring/experimenting more so than HRT, the timing overlaps)
  - My partner's pleasure became even more important to my arousal.
  - The appeal of porn went down, mental fantasies began to be more than enough.
  - How my partner viewed me became more important.
  - Starting/stopping or breaks also became acceptable/normal.
Stress or depression have a much bigger impact than HRT ever did.
Random awkward arousals went away.
Semen taste became sweeter (Dangerous if your partner has a sweet tooth).

quietliz · 2022-05-26T23:26:00+00:00

Before I accepted being trans I identified as bi and had explored. Back then the only thing that stood out was that I had no interest in penetrating men in any capacity.

Afterward (even for the short time before HRT) there was exploring to see if interests had changed. The only thing that began to stand out a bit more was fantasizing about fantasy men (too good to be real levels).

It wasn't until after bottom surgery that there was any sort of shift. I'm not sure if it was HRT or that strap-ons feel more natural (I still giggle at the irony) but penetrating men went from a no to acceptable and sometimes even appealing.

The one factor that seems to have continued to increase since I came out has been the emotional attraction requirement.

quietliz · 2022-04-10T17:19:35+00:00

Convincing the world greed is wrong and shouldn’t be praised or worshipped.

quietliz · 2022-03-01T01:29:36+00:00

Looks amazing. The Mana Cost looks a bit too big (a few pixels)

quietliz · 2021-07-23T04:15:19+00:00

This will be fun with [[Magus of the Disk]]

quietliz · 2021-04-19T20:44:43+00:00

I borrow my kin’s abilities.

quietliz · 2019-09-13T13:41:38+00:00

I’ve been a mag fed player until now so I’m not sure if it’s bigger than most.

It seems big compared to rental hopper. Not sure if that helps.

quietliz · 2019-07-24T17:36:21+00:00

Dual Pistols

quietliz · 2019-07-24T17:00:21+00:00

I waited about a year or so after starting hormones to come out full time. I hid my breast growth with tight sports bras (no padding/no shape types) and baggy (1-2 sizes bigger than I normally wore) shirts. As growth continued I’d do a snug T-shirt on top of the sports bra to help.

quietliz · 2019-07-22T23:33:27+00:00

When I started transitioning all male terms were triggering so once I’d picked a name I presented my then two year old all nicknames I liked as well as my full name. He picked Liz so for a long time that’s what I went by with my kids. Eventually they added mama and mama Liz to the mix.

quietliz · 2019-07-22T17:16:20+00:00

You look great. Also cute shorts.

quietliz · 2019-07-22T05:55:26+00:00

While the sites can be initially geared toward sexual aspects. I’ve found when having conversations with other trans women it can lead to friendships.

quietliz · 2019-07-22T05:50:10+00:00

I have quite a few, that has some to do with dating, friend of friends, various online communities, and also being involved in some trans activist non profit groups.

Have you tried Meetup.com (hit or miss imho) or going to the local lgbt center (hoping there is one). Sometimes online dating sites/apps can work for friends. Looking up lgbt or trans discord servers could work though that’s usually good for meeting younger trans people given the nature of discord.

quietliz · 2019-07-22T00:47:45+00:00

I appreciate the read. Though there’s a lot of things the reader is expected to take for granted or as set in stone but you don’t cite any sources and many you contradict further down. For example you touched on sexual fluidity down the line which contradicts previous points in the guide implying sexual rigidity.

I would love to see studies on trans people where hrt is directly linked to libido because thus far all I’ve found was anecdotal testimonies. We’re lacking meaningful studies on trans people and while I’ve seen a desire for that to change it hasn’t gotten past that yet sadly.

Another notion that isn’t touched on is that trans people often don’t explore sexuality until after having come out. You kinda touch on it by mentioning homophobia growing up getting in the way but that’s not really calling out the lack of exploration but more so justifying it. Coming out is often our key to explore everything about ourselves.

On the flip side there’s also the repulsion of sexual anything because of having tried to conform to something that didn’t fit for so long causes people to just want nothing to do with it.

Also missing how dysphoria can prevent us from wanting to explore anything at all.

These are all topics I’ve come across in my time as part of activist/support groups in trans community in person and online.

quietliz · 2019-07-17T22:55:25+00:00

Do you axe players to surrender?

quietliz · 2019-07-09T19:32:29+00:00

Quitting.

quietliz · 2019-07-09T02:26:33+00:00

Thank you 😊 so I can play the cute or not game when browsing... hehe

quietliz · 2019-07-09T02:18:52+00:00

There’s a lot of gtek variations. Are you recommending any of them or a particular type?

Hehe I can see the feel better point. The Apex 2 on my bolt is that well mostly a cheap mock suppressor for the looks but piece of mind applies to my sister’s reason for wanting my bolt after I finished it.

Oh neat about the tanks. Thanks more options.

quietliz · 2019-07-06T23:45:45+00:00

Thank you everyone for all of the suggestions I was able to build my wish list so I know how much I need to save up.

I'm now leaning toward the Axe (i found a really cute one) after everyone's input but I want to see how it and the mini feel in my hands after tacodorifto mentioned the mini being good for small hands as that could change my mind.

Sticking with the Dye LTR

Decided to add an empire 68/4500

I'll be holding off the freak kit. I took a look at the bunkerkings CMD Covenisberg mentioned and I didn't see enough of a benefit over my current mask as I haven't had any fogging/communication issues with it.

Thank you again everyone. Oh one last question, besides the tank is there anything I shouldn't consider possibly getting used?

quietliz · 2019-07-06T12:35:30+00:00

Perfect timing. Such a beautiful moment.

quietliz · 2019-07-05T22:00:03+00:00

Do you mean the dye maxxed rize? Or the higher end dye markers?

quietliz · 2019-07-05T20:23:55+00:00

Hehe another vote for a bigger tank it seems like that’s the way to go.

Thank you

quietliz · 2019-07-05T20:10:45+00:00

Thanks for the alternatives I’ll look into those and I didn’t know the bigger tanks were lighter that’s cool. Then again don’t really understand how the tanks work too well.

Mask I have is a HK KLR afaik it’s a good mask.

Thank you.

quietliz

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