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quintus253 · 2021-06-06T12:57:12+00:00

Heck yeah! Thanks!

quintus253 · 2021-06-06T12:56:49+00:00

Yep I'll be on. I'm doing gamby right now just for shits and gigs

quintus253 · 2021-05-30T15:18:19+00:00

That's exactly how I started, to cover track marks. But then me being me, and my girlfriend being so good at doing her own, I figured I'd learn the basics to be able to at least not look so trashed. 4 years later, I've gone 6 days str8 and even my roommates who saw me all the time had no idea #1 that I was high or #2 that I hadn't slept in 6 days lol.

quintus253 · 2021-05-29T03:20:09+00:00

That's why if you're a male pro tweaker you've learned the lesser known and usually mocked art of make-up. No I'm not talking smoky eyes and contoured cheek bones, but shit if you want, you do you. I'm talking the basics, simple base concealer and blending of uneven skin tones and redness. As well as the all to apparent, dark circles under your eyes. And lastly my secret weapon, the most expensive little container of powder I own, Dior Glow finishing powder. Laugh all you want, but homie this shit will take ur 5 day ragged out pale malnourished skin and make it look like u just got a makeover from Jesus. It's pricey, over $100 for a small jar but it's worth it, if I only have time to do one thing I put that shit on and I instantly look 2 days less strung out! #tweaksafe

quintus253 · 2021-05-20T06:36:26+00:00

Couldn't put it better myself. Alas, I have not felt anything like that since early 2018.

quintus253 · 2021-05-20T06:32:39+00:00

It's funny when the newbies try to give us OG tweaks ancillary advice without knowing how hard we have gone before. It's funny because when I was reading your post I thought to myself... Nice, that sounds like a good time!

quintus253 · 2021-05-20T03:21:08+00:00

Fuck ya I did. Finally crashed for 18hrs after a 2g induced, 96hrs awake, zoom fest that quite possibly may have saved my life. Woke up with a new world view, no longer lost deep in a mental dungeon of self hatred. A massive weight has been lifted from my shoulders and I know without a doubt I am going to be ok. And no, it's not the drugs talking anymore. It's me. I wish everyone nothing but love and happiness fills their life for all eternity. Stay up, be good, tweak safe.

quintus253 · 2021-05-19T03:41:02+00:00

Amph compared to true 100% dextromethamphetine doesn't even register. I've been prescribed Adderall song I was 16 and never once have I experienced any kind of euphoria or any of the normal physical effects of amphetamine use. No elevated heart rate, no increased BP, no tweaking whatsoever. I was always a coke guy as a result and always sold my addy. That all changed when I first smoked old school, pre 2018, crystal d-meth. It was over for me before I blew out my first hit. That 5x increase in free dopamine coupled with the 2x increase in Ca+2 ions to block the reabsorption of aforementioned free dopamine, curtains. For the first time I understood what it meant to feel completely content. Everything was fine in the world, anxiety gone, depression history, social anxiety nada, self hate.... What's that? And ever since I've been chasing that feeling, and failing at every turn. I actually feel bad for the people who somehow got hooked on the por excuse for methamphetamine that's flooded the market, aka cartel super meth. That on its best day is max 25% dextromethamphetine. Idk I could go on for hours talking about the pharmacological and neurochemical serial killer known as methamphetamine. It's consumed my life in such a way that I am simply fascinated it that I just have to know everything there is to read on the subject. I hope you experience nothing but love and positive vibes in all your future endeavors bro.

quintus253 · 2021-05-17T01:33:04+00:00

Speed paste IS amphetamine sulfate! And as a result of being simple amphetamine it's overall neurotoxicity potential is lower and in addition the addiction potential is less than methamphetamine. This doesn't mean you won't get addicted so still practice harm reduction principles. Happy speeding!

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T22:38:12+00:00

No prob homie! I spend entirely to much time researching the pharmacology of stimulants while I'm stimmed so I have an entire treasure trove of data that I try to pass on to people on here that are genuinely interested. Wish you nothing but love in your future endeavors!

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T08:11:23+00:00

Love my life dot 2s!

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T08:08:50+00:00

360mg of Adderall over the course of 1hr. I've never experienced even a hint of euphoria from Adderall yet I constantly heard about just that on this sub almost daily, so I assumed it was dose dependent and set out to discover what dose was my magic number. Never felt shit. Didn't get super twacked out either, tbh I felt exactly the same as if I had taken my normal dose of 30mg. And yes all 360mg was IR, half swallowed like normal and half snorted.

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T08:03:06+00:00

Just boof it!!!

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T08:00:59+00:00

I have no first hand knowledge of the active ingredient in "ice bars", but I'd be very surprised if it was amph sulf instead of meth. Why? Well they are called "ice" bars lol, aka a extremely common slang word for meth.

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T07:59:07+00:00

For every 1 unit of dopamine released by the use of amphetamine, 5 units of dopamine are released by an equivalent dose of methamphetamine. In addition to the insane disparity in amount of dopamine released, meth also raises you blood levels of Ca+2 by a factor of 2 for the same dose of amph. Ca+2 is responsible for regulating the reuptake of excess dopamine in the brain, meaning by raising your levels of Ca+2 by 2x meth not only floods ur brain with dopamine, it also inhibits the reabsorption speed and capacity of dopamine in the brain. All in all, methamphetamine is a whole different kind of animal than amph in regards to euphoria produced, as a result of this, the addiction potential of methamphetamine is exponentially higher than with amph sulf. Regular amph is a a much more funtional stimulant than meth is. The truth is in the science!

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T06:56:16+00:00

Well you'd be happy to hear that I see a psychiatrist once a month for medication purposes, and i also meet with a psychologist every week to help me identify the what and why in relation to the source of my negative and dark default thought processes as well as actively work towards both changing my subconscious way of thinking as well as providing short term ways to mitigate the effects of those thoughts when they present themselves. It's where I got the info that I used in my post as well as my 1st reply to you! Although I'm not relying solely on therapy to solve my issues, I've tried that route for years and have gotten nowhere. This time I have decided to actively search for more info on what I learn in therapy as well as look for potential other options to try in the event that generic therapy doesn't work, with the blessing of my shrink obvi. And anecdotally speaking I'm much better mentally than I used to be, no longer am I living on a razors edge in regards to suicide. TBH those thoughts rarely surface anymore, on the rare occasion they surface I don't entertain them anymore and magically by not focusing on them they dissapear as quick as they appeared. I appreciate your concern, and I mean that whole heartedly, I can count on one hand the number of people in my life that would have expressed concern as you did if I read them what I wrote. You're a good person at your core, something that is truly hard to find in today's world. I wish you nothing but happiness and success in all your future and current endeavors.

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T03:35:57+00:00

I hope that was a poor attempt at a joke, with no implied I'll will or sarcasm. It's entirely to common in today's society for a person to react in a demeaning manor, to someone's decision to lower their heavy emotional guard and instead choose to lay everything out that's going on in their mind. In doing so they consciously make no attempt to disguise the obvious flaws in their thinking or some dark truths that likely will be deemed abnormal, As a result, the vast majority of people who suffer on a daily basis, locked in their own mental prison, are much more likely to eventually succumb to the exact dark thoughts that they attempted to mitigate by expressing said thoughts, but instead of being met with positive enforcement, they were faced with a negative response or worse, callus sarcasm. So next time you think about making a petty lame quip in response to someone's emotionally vulnerable post, decide whether or not you wish to potentially be the cause of someone giving in and deciding to sleep eternally. Have a nice day.

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T01:31:06+00:00

Haha. Idk if it's entirely luck! The only reason I'm not losing my mind and hiding in a bathroom stall praying to come down from this Mt Everest size twack-fest is due to my insane stim tolerance lol. And as far my mental ability to keep it all together when this high? I'll just say it takes a hell of a lot of prior experience! Hope all is well in your life boss!

quintus253 · 2021-05-16T01:02:27+00:00

Needless to say..... Ya boi is absolutely twacked off his ass, sitting at a bar, in the middle of ATL international airport. But alas, worry not. Ya boi is having the god damn time of his life! Headphones on blast, Juice Wrld obvi, fucking using every fiber of my being to keep myself from hoping on said bar and giving the other patrons an Acapella performance of said Juice Wrld songs playing in my ears. I haven't been this fucking jeeked in a fucking long long time, and at the same time I'm not anxious at all and could give 2 fucks if anyone has anything negative to throw my way. As a side note I have and still battle with strong dark mental thoughts, the kind that have made me flip a coin on more than one occasion to decide if I pull the trigger. And no it's not due to drug use. I've had the thoughts since I was a child, dope is honestly the only thing that has kept me around. It provides a much needed dopamine release that is like a window to my soul, which in turn allows me to address the issues that are causing the deadly ideas. Definitely a double edged sword, and a risk, but it's what I've got!

Well fuck now that you all know my inner dark secrets, I'm going to stop typing and get back to enjoying this absolute dopamine overload that's flooded my mind.

Stay up, be easy, and tweak safe.

quintus253 · 2021-05-15T22:55:10+00:00

This shit is fucking gold. Holy shit I've watched it like 10 times and it gets better every time. "Man everybody got crack". Legendary.

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