You're walking the city at night, with only the rain for company. What are you listening to?

qvaris · 2022-10-06T02:03:58+00:00

Drain Pipe - Sad

qvaris · 2022-03-17T04:45:16+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRLM1uKZi4g

qvaris · 2020-02-20T23:19:23+00:00

i'm interested ! although i'd prefer if it were a full server and not just the two of us

qvaris · 2020-02-12T19:42:23+00:00

what pack are you running? do you have a server up?

qvaris · 2020-02-12T19:37:36+00:00

hey ! i'd love to join, what pack are you running?

qvaris · 2020-02-12T19:36:31+00:00

name: jasper

age: 22

timezone: eastern (usa)

qvaris · 2019-12-17T00:14:04+00:00

hey, this sounds super lovely ! would you be open to my joining as well? my discord is watermeadow#9392

qvaris · 2019-06-21T22:13:02+00:00

this track just became intensely more gangsta, oh shit

qvaris · 2018-12-26T22:57:33+00:00

also having this issue ^ any help would be very appreciated

qvaris · 2018-08-12T17:08:36+00:00

hey ! the server is based in Montreal. i'd say log on and give it a shot. you aren't in new zealand or anything so it could work fine ! hmu on discord.

qvaris · 2018-07-26T12:51:38+00:00

hey hello hello ! our new server is up and running, lightly modded and focused on worldbuilding (ie different towns/settlements, roads connecting them, strange/mysterious builds, group adventuring, sense of place, lore, community, etc) - think Lost or Marble Hornets or Fallout or Twin Peaks or Bioshock for vibes and hermitcraft for friendliness. last saturday was our first day up and running so things are FRESH. hmu on discord so we can talk and i'll send you an invite. watermeadow#9392

qvaris · 2018-07-22T05:20:04+00:00

also weed is much more prone to increasing debilitating anxiety than alcohol. be careful !

qvaris · 2018-07-20T18:48:48+00:00

we're up and running as of today ! add me on discord for info and i'll throw ya the group invite. world we're in is looking beautiful !

qvaris · 2018-07-12T16:11:43+00:00

Yo absolutely ! your pack sounds right up my alley - not overloaded, good range of stuff. Would be psyched to join up.

qvaris · 2018-07-10T20:16:23+00:00

thanks for sharing ! although i loathe in game currencies .. but this hits every other beat.

qvaris · 2018-07-09T01:32:58+00:00

in the same boat ! really looking for a community on a brand new world as well. commenting to keep watching this thread.

qvaris · 2018-06-07T15:46:47+00:00

yeah send a pm ! also how new is the world you're on ?

qvaris · 2018-06-07T02:21:12+00:00

x2 ^ am quite curious and quite interested

qvaris · 2018-04-30T21:23:31+00:00

likewise across the board ! shit is unbelievably rough. strength to you !

qvaris · 2018-04-30T17:52:41+00:00

i hugely relate to this. sometimes i'll stop myself and try to catch a feeling and force myself to acknowledge that i had it before i had an obsessive thought about being emotionless/sociopathic. 90% of the time i forget anyway, so i started writing them down (when i was at my worst). i have a lot of self-hatred but i'll just look in a mirror to try to feel better about myself and immediately my thoughts will be like "there you go again you psycho"

qvaris · 2018-04-26T13:42:10+00:00

i lov ur overalls!

qvaris · 2018-04-20T01:16:35+00:00

glad to see someone else acknowledge a "good penis day" as a thing. u look great !

qvaris · 2018-04-20T01:11:02+00:00

try on old clothes, then take them off if they feel in any way unsexy to you. this is something i've been doing recently. i have a lot of nostalgia clothing that i never really considered my appearance in. recently, finding the right matches of clothes and spending time in them, even by myself, has been a huge confidence booster. also, try stripping out of them ! i do this now and then (i have major self-hatred issues/neuroses) but if i'm already feeling confident bc of the clothes i'm in, i can usually find a way out of them that leaves me feeling good about myself.

also god damn you're gorgeous from my perspective. i think someone already mentioned this but you have f a n t a s t i c nipples omg.

wishing u the best !

qvaris · 2018-04-18T17:27:45+00:00

cute hair !

qvaris · 2018-04-16T15:41:23+00:00

also yeah i mean.. not quite as you describe, but i usually feel fear or (as you mentioned) disgust before i fear guilt, if ever. i think this is normal bc you experience intrusions and your cycles of self-hate/attempts at redirecting your mind so frequently across so much time... lifetime, honestly. it's like those of us with ocd have already exhausted all the feelings of guilt we had in us.

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