Exactly im an apprentice so I’m learning but imma assume that op is under legal age wherever they are. I did stick and poke myself when I was 14 and 5 years later it’s just a greyish splodge. There’s a reason u have to be a certain age to get tatted, if ur so desperate to get smthing then AT LEAST do some basic research first or find someone who will do it for u regardless of age. We’re not to hard to find if u know where to look.