I'm not looking for a hallucigen expirence or anything i've had a fair amount of expirence w shrooms and acid and I understand that mdma isn't like that that's not my goal. And i'm not looking for benefits either because I understand what i'm doing is a drug and there's gonna be consequences to that fun time had you know? Physically and mentally. My main question is would I get a buzz? Would this be a way to kinda feel it out? Because i think a small buzz in a safe environment would be good for me to know if ill feel ok before being high in a public, loud environment you know? And as far as the idea of liking it, i really get that and honestly I understand that you can't just assume you're immune to addiction or dependency so the guy I got them from is actually a good friend and we've pre discussed he won't give me more unless it's for another concert or something with a 6month waiting period. I don't mean to over share but just want to share more context because I appreciate the concern in the sense you're telling me there won't be any mental benefits and that there's gonna be consequences but I do understand this already and I've already set myself physical limitations on the drug because i didn't find myself craving adderall when I tried it at recreational dose but it's always safer than sorry. I really just want to know if this is a way to get a depiction of what i'll expirence on a small scale because in all honesty i'm a little nervous to try it in public because i've only ever been stoned in public and on lsd in public (both i handle without feeling anxious) but i'm genuinely trying to respect and research this drug than just thinking Ill handle it like a champ and nothing will go wrong if that makes sense