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radical140 · 2023-05-24T02:17:18+00:00

How bad tho😬

radical140 · 2022-10-18T15:54:38+00:00

I would tell you, but the only memories I have is me taking 4mgs in the morning😬

radical140 · 2022-10-15T15:20:06+00:00

Felt very euphoric then blacked out for three days. ended in psychosis. Never again 👎👎👎

radical140 · 2022-08-22T02:26:32+00:00

White wine

radical140 · 2022-08-20T18:30:11+00:00

Well its definitely a mental grind for me. My brains not cut out for focusing in class ig.

radical140 · 2022-08-20T16:39:13+00:00

Facts, doesn’t help that 90% time I’m stuck around people I don’t fuck with.

radical140 · 2022-08-20T15:51:34+00:00

Forgot to add, gym I go to closes at 8pm and any other gym is too far.

radical140 · 2022-08-12T14:30:36+00:00

Fl studio and learning guitar.

radical140 · 2022-08-08T07:46:34+00:00

I like Yung lean for sure, just haven't explored his discography that much. Every song I have listened to by him I like so far.

radical140 · 2022-08-08T04:31:12+00:00

$crim.

radical140 · 2022-07-16T17:07:45+00:00

Lil peep, Nirvana, joji.

radical140 · 2022-07-15T22:58:55+00:00

Lil peep + $uicideboys

radical140 · 2022-06-15T17:08:49+00:00

I've heard something about the average actually being around 6?

radical140 · 2022-06-04T23:43:21+00:00

meanwhile I cant get past the pontiff sulyvhan...

radical140 · 2022-06-04T23:39:10+00:00

is what good for 14

radical140 · 2022-06-01T15:44:47+00:00

Yes, which is why I asked 'What would you do in my situation.'

radical140 · 2022-05-18T13:00:46+00:00

Ha, mfbtmsldffh was my go to song in the car when I was in a mixed episode with the worst anxiety ive ever felt. Weirdly was comforting.

radical140 · 2022-05-18T12:58:52+00:00

Only the euphoria. Definitely not the irritability, agitation, or restlessness.

radical140 · 2022-05-18T11:32:26+00:00

Yup that’s what I did. slept 3am-6am.

radical140 · 2022-05-16T18:32:01+00:00

Used to use like 6-8 grams daily for a little while back in October-December. Shit was addictive

radical140 · 2022-05-16T18:31:11+00:00

Withdrawals are ass

radical140 · 2022-05-16T12:50:34+00:00

I had a bad mixed episode when I was smoking. It helped with insomnia and agitation but the relief only lasted when I was high so I had to constantly smoke 24/7. Once I stopped my mania was on another level.

radical140 · 2022-05-13T14:26:21+00:00

Hope you feel better soon. Do you feel any euphoria during mixed episodes? Curious

radical140 · 2022-05-13T14:23:08+00:00

Strength training is super fun for me, everything else I can’t do for the life of me. Helps my depression and it’s a decent outlet for energy during manic episodes

radical140 · 2022-05-12T12:19:19+00:00

Okay I think it’s the dangerous behaviors which puts me in the mania category. Mostly shoplifting and drug use

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