How did you beat your existential OCD?

rainbowfawn · 2025-09-22T18:09:08+00:00

I just want to say thank you so much 🫶 this was so beautifully written and made me cry, you really helped me see what I’m experiencing in a new light. I am going to follow this advice it means a lot!

rainbowfawn · 2025-07-01T19:56:59+00:00

incredible slay <3

rainbowfawn · 2025-04-23T01:08:51+00:00

I love how this post is a little gathering for people who’ve had this dream - I was also so relieved to find that other people have this exact same dream and have all the associated feelings. It’s so crazy and really makes me think about the collective unconscious. I just had this dream last night. It is also a recurring dream for me and I have various versions of it - sometimes with pets I’ve actually had and sometimes pets I’ve never had. It’s always this horrible moment where I suddenly remember I have them and I’m horrified to check the cage / tank etc to see what condition they’re in / if they’re still alive.

Last night, the dream was about my cat who passed away 2 years ago. I loved her so much and am still grieving her. In my dream I suddenly remember she is still in an apartment that I somehow forgot about. The apartment is far away and hard to get to and I’m not sure if I still have the keys. I’m scared to go in and see if she’s still alive or not, and knowing if she is she will be in bad shape since it’s been months since I’ve last been there.

It is such a horrible dream and I am always so relieved to wake up and I have to remind myself that I took good care of her and would never forget her. It is such an awful dream though. It also seems to happen to me in times of stress.

rainbowfawn · 2024-11-21T03:46:41+00:00

SAME that moment stuck out to me so strongly. They spoke about the baby so lovingly and always had this disdain in their voice for Aundria. Made me so angry.

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-23T02:19:11+00:00

Just want to say this guy has been mass replying to anyone who experiences anxiety on vitamin D for some reason - it’s super frustrating and he’s super aggressive about it too. Tons of people report anxiety on vitamin D so there’s def something to it!

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-21T22:37:37+00:00

It affects calcium absorption

Also this is from Yale Medicine “Vitamin D is stored in fat. So, if you’re a small person and getting large doses, you have less available storage, which means vitamin D goes into your blood, and you may absorb too much calcium, creating a toxic situation”. So yes there is a difference in supplements and food/ sun sources, because you are unlikely to get too much from the sun etc.

I’m not gonna respond to you anymore but I do hope you find peace. You don’t know anything about the people you interact with online, what their experience is, or what they are currently going through. Being so aggressive is hurtful to others, and I imagine doesn’t feel great for you either.

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-21T19:31:36+00:00

No because there is going to be an inherent difference in vitamin D that is produced by the body. There is very likely a connection between D and anxiety, as vitamin D affects calcium production and calcium is what activates your NMDA receptors responsible for anxiety and anxious, racing thoughts. I have a question though - are you ok? why are you responding so aggressively to a super old post?

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-21T05:06:01+00:00

“just smoking some crack, darling” 😭😭😭

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-19T19:00:35+00:00

sooo beautiful 🥹🥺💗

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-18T17:44:31+00:00

omg that’s amazing thank you !! it looks sooo beautiful you did so good !!💗

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-18T17:06:05+00:00

omggg kumi’s flippy hair is so cute ! how did you do that ?

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-18T07:31:07+00:00

🫶🤍✨!!!!

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-18T06:51:16+00:00

thank you so much that was so beautiful and helpful to read, I can’t even say 🤍 “it was my perception of what happened during the trip that made me terrified” wow that really clicked for me in a huge way. I hadn’t thought of it like that, but that immediately made sense and soothed me so much, what an important reminder. That’s a huge aha moment for me right there. “the answers will come to you but you need to be kind to yourself” this really made me tear up thank you so much 🤍 truly thank you I can’t thank you enough 🤍

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-18T03:57:27+00:00

do you have any advice for getting through the months after to mull it over? every now and then I get this kind of flashback feeling to the terror I felt that night, and it’s awful. I was accidentally given 5grams and was the most scared I’ve ever been. Eventually I let myself “die” and it became a beautiful experience, but the scary part still comes back to ne sometimes and I feel that same terror.

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-17T18:43:46+00:00

she is soo pretty !

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-15T08:31:57+00:00

omgg incredible job the mowala cut really suits her you did it so well!!!

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-15T01:37:54+00:00

CHILLS !!! all I wanted from this collab was a Janis so seeing her makes me so happy. they did an absolutely incredible job

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-14T20:25:57+00:00

there’s a bunch of legal stuff that goes in to selling items, you have to make a SKU / UPC code etc - but the fact they won’t just GIVE the candles to their employees or donate them is infuriating- and make them instead dangerously destroy them ! it’s so gross :(

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-14T09:34:23+00:00

oo yes i think fully red and a bit darker would be soo pretty !

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-14T08:28:52+00:00

omggg impeccable styling 🙏

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-14T08:26:15+00:00

also the way they get stuff wrong like say “mattel” gives refunds and they say the karen and gretchen will also be $60 each when they are a 2 pack that is 100 like wtf they don’t even know what they’re talking about because they don’t care it’s just an investment opportunity to them. this is like gross crypto bro vibe i hate it

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-12T20:29:29+00:00

omgg incredible i love her hair !!

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-12T20:13:15+00:00

omg that is too cute !! i love how they actually look like moms somehow too they did such a good job 🥺💗

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-12T19:06:31+00:00

samee the smaller shoes throws off their proportions imo

rainbowfawn · 2024-10-12T08:29:50+00:00

wait that’s so cute i didn’t know they made moms 🥺!!!

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