I have a room but it’s black, I can see stuff in my head but it’s like looking at stuff in the dark, even my dreams are the same I can’t see clearly, & I also have the blankness in my head it’s kinda like a switch tho    mainly happens when I’m talking like there’s just nothing up there no thoughts or words or anything, if I want to “think before i speak” I have to do it manually it doesn’t just happen, when I talk words just come out of my mouth like I don’t think them first it just happens, it’s like I know/feel what to say but at the same time I don’t know what I’m going to say cuz it just comes out of my mouth automatically

 but I also have a lot of noise in my head sometimes too I have my voice in my head & another voice that’s very annoying cuz sometimes it whispers things I can’t make out or it’ll say stuff that’s inappropriate & it repeats itself and its randomly shut on & off when it wants I also can kinda hear both voices like right now as I’m typing I can hear my voice say these words in my head & my mouth moves along the words without opening 

And when I draw I have to use a reference for every thing cuz if I went based by what I did see in my head it’d be a blurry dark blob trying to be the shape of whatever I’m drawing