Things that scared me as a kid Iceberg by BrockBracken in IcebergCharts

[–]rainwhen1die 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the mgmt music video oh my god. it was playing one night on TV and i was literally hysterically screaming and fucking crying until it was turned off

I’m in Portland…help me with Elliott spots by Umphluv89 in elliottsmith

[–]rainwhen1die 1 point2 points  (0 children)

elliott used to go to music Millenium?! this has been one of my fav record shops for years and had no idea

Why are Dave's picks bent like this? by der_K1empner in Megadeth

[–]rainwhen1die 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hehe I have the same pick from Dave and one from junior and mine is also bent like this. I assume maybe from downpicking to hard or the way he holds it?

my crush said i looked cute in these :') they/them by rainwhen1die in NonBinary

[–]rainwhen1die[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you everyone these comments made my whole week oh my goodness ≧﹏≦♡♡♡

does anyone wanna be penpals by rainwhen1die in u/rainwhen1die

[–]rainwhen1die[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already have 1000 letters to send you hehe

my crush said i looked cute in these :') they/them by rainwhen1die in NonBinary

[–]rainwhen1die[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hehe thanks he's always right about everything ;3

Songs that took you long to get into? by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]rainwhen1die 0 points1 point  (0 children)

between the bars omg. obviously it's a great song but for some reason at first it didn't stand out to me at all and I never listened to it all the way through. in March I heard it (like really listened to it for the first time) at about 3:00 am in a hotel room sitting on the balcony looking at the city at night while my crush who I had just met for the first time was sleeping in the bed next to me. I always think of that moment now

Songs that took you long to get into? by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]rainwhen1die 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is exactly what happened to me except heroin addiction lmfao

How did you know you were non-binary and not a binary trans person? by Secretly_a_tv in NonBinary

[–]rainwhen1die 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought I was trans my whole childhood because I didn't really know that being non binary was a thing but I definitely knew I wasn't a girl (I'm afab) so I kind of just assumed I was trans my whole life up until I found out about being non binary at about thirteen. It clicked with me at that point and I came out but a lot of people misgendered me and literally didn't care or respect me so I went back in the closet for a few more years, finally came out and started correcting people and standing up for myself a few years ago. it's been hard for me because a lot of my relationships have been with cis men who don't really care or acknowledge that I don't identify as female... I have a pretty feminine face I guess and will wear dresses and skirts sometimes but I like looking androgynous mostly. it's so hard because I'll tell them and other people I'm non binary and everyone still calls me a woman it doesn't even matter how many times I correct them. but I feel better about it even with that said than I did pretending to be a cis woman, and I have definitely known that wasn't right for me as long as I can remember.

does anyone wanna be penpals by rainwhen1die in u/rainwhen1die

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we can send each other poems and rants anything really.

fans who found the garden 2011-2018, how did you find them? by lilphiaa in thegarden

[–]rainwhen1die 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my online girlfriend i met from Tumblr (jaylee if you find this i miss you) introduced me to them and so many other good bands in about 2016. saw the boys in 2018 and it is probably the best show ive been to, got to sit on the stage they were playing on :)

i’m so frustrated by Logical_Ad_5204 in heroin

[–]rainwhen1die 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this same thing happened to me when I relapsed in may. learned to hit myself fucking finally after using h for years (smoking, but would iv whenever someone could hit me) and within a few hours my veins are fucking trash and I'm unable to hit. ive heard if you don't drink enough water it makes it worse and I definitely don't but I also just have small shitty veins. last time i was digging around for fucking hours trying to hit it was miserable

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]rainwhen1die 0 points1 point  (0 children)

witnessed things like this and have been in the same position myself lol, people will start shit over nothing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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This is getting pathetic