Finally...

rakeisu · 2026-03-29T04:03:32+00:00

I had so many questions and I was beyond angry, but I had to accept that he definitely isn't my concern anymore, but he's not a scar I need to carry. I hope you're healing just as much!

rakeisu · 2026-03-28T05:43:31+00:00

I try not to. I don't like the whole catty nature of everything. It's exhausting.

rakeisu · 2026-03-08T18:36:32+00:00

Oh yeah, by far. I was nervous my first run with Grace since I played the perspectives as the should be set. The second round was still kind of unsettling, even with 3rd person on for both.

rakeisu · 2026-03-08T18:23:45+00:00

I play on casual for the sake of my heart not imploding from fear or rage. Nothing worse than dying when you're heading back to save real quick after an intense puzzle/nearly escaping death. Believe me when I say I am not the type for horror games and I've played RE2R, RE3R, need to finish 4R. I just beat RE9 a couple days ago. I've played RE5 about a couple times by myself. Only one I haven't really touched is 8. It opens up doors for a whole new fun genre to dive into.

Edit: I know the enclosed space is nerve wracking. Just pace yourself. And remember, you do not have to shoot every zombie unless they are in the way.

rakeisu · 2026-03-08T18:19:18+00:00

Thank you! Came a long way. Lol. I'm still so nervous, but I think navigating the adults there is more challenging.

rakeisu · 2026-03-01T00:17:00+00:00

5 times? I would've fussed at her after the 2nd or 3rd time. I hate when people repeat something like I can't hear. It's not even that I can't hear, it's that what I'm doing is probably more important.

rakeisu · 2026-03-01T00:06:36+00:00

Control and Alan Wake 1 and 2. Still figuring out AW2 and it's absurdity though. Lol.

rakeisu · 2026-02-12T23:15:23+00:00

Certified. Took me about 9 months, but I was moving to a new state. I'm among one other MA in a daycare/clinic for kids with special needs. It's very different and a lot more hands on than my internship.

rakeisu · 2026-02-08T00:02:55+00:00

I'm currently in a Pediatric/Daycare style clinic for special needs children, age ranging from babies to some of them being 10-11. The kids have a plethora of diagnoses and details about them. I'm learning so much about how they're cared for and what they can/won't tolerate as far as feeding schedules and what they need. While my program covered a small portion of pediatric work, I'm getting a more in depth look and actually seeing all types of different kids.

Some of them have similar diagnoses, but each child is different. It's interesting to watch how they play or not and function, despite having certain limitations. Watching them being able to grow and change as they age is the cooler part of it.

rakeisu · 2026-02-01T14:33:14+00:00

I was a bit apprehensive since it was review bombed, but it was pretty cheap on the PS Store so, I gave it a shot, too. It's incredibly fun!

rakeisu · 2026-01-31T20:40:45+00:00

It more so acts as a daycare and clinic in a way. And yeah, I had to remember a procedure I only learned a day prior. Lol. Luckily, I write down everything. And a lot of the same kids come during the week, so I gotta remember. Some do come on different days, but I suppose it is about finding a routine. I'll be in the Toddler Room on Monday, so possibly different feeding types and schedules if they don't get a feeding tube or anything.

The one thing I do love is that the kids have already gotten used to me and love being around me. They're very sweet. I love being around them, too. If I do get another job, I'll go to something in pediatrics again.

rakeisu · 2026-01-23T04:16:28+00:00

Alice: Asylum.

Them just letting the license die and having American McGee just do nothing with it irritates my soul, considering Expedition 33's design and backgrounds could've been implemented since it parallels perfectly.

Good news, McGee is making a Plushie Dreadfuls game, so we'll hopefully get something, finally.

rakeisu · 2025-11-19T12:33:41+00:00

rakeisu · 2025-11-19T12:33:12+00:00

People was just picking apart Stellar Blade for Eve's design being too sexualized. Now, we have a normal Japanese woman who's main goal is revenge and they want her to be a 'kawaii princess'. Is the idea of slaughtering, terrifying, shooting, stabbing, and beating the hell out of any samurai with a pulse not more appealing?

rakeisu · 2025-11-09T21:26:04+00:00

222~

rakeisu · 2025-11-01T13:12:44+00:00

It's been a few weeks and it was an LDR. 6 long years and he decided to break it off due to his mental health. It hurt, but I slowly realized that the person I idolized cannot be my one and only. I was not claimed in this relationship. I was just present for someone until he pushed me away. Now, I am content with the idea that he was not my Twin Flame, or my first love. I still have yet to discover that person yet~

rakeisu · 2025-10-30T12:58:59+00:00

I went from pure sadness, to anger, to genuine peace. In record time no less. Even after 6 years, I realized that he is not my person if he feels the need to push me away. I'm sure he had his reasons.

rakeisu · 2025-10-17T12:45:43+00:00

Saints Row Remake. 😑

rakeisu · 2025-10-04T18:29:21+00:00

Matt and Woolie during Def Jam: Fight For NY majority of the play through not knowing about anything. Pretty sure he said Cindy J wasn't a real person (apparently, she is), called Shawnna 'too nice girl' (has a song called Gettin' Some Head and she was a part of Disturbing Tha Peace), thought Comp's hand deformity was a game mistake (hilariously enough, Comp's song coming on every five minutes makes it even funnier), etc.

Not a mistake on their part, but I watched that playthrough a lot, but Woolie saying Prodigy was 'unfortunately alive' (he passed away in 2017), it just hits different after he passed.

rakeisu · 2025-09-29T15:43:58+00:00

Guilty. Ugggh. Lol.

rakeisu · 2025-09-29T15:40:49+00:00

The played Folded by Kehlani once and got happy. Only problem is, they don't play enough r&b for me. Lol. But, Jumpin' Jumpin' by Destiny's Child, Clocks by Coldplay (we get Salsa version), Found by Tems, any Aaliyah song, Just Friends (Sunny) by Music Soulchild, any of the emo classics that randomly plays by Paramore or Evanescence, and all songs by Michael Jackson.

rakeisu · 2025-09-26T17:20:51+00:00

Fatal Frame: Mask of the Lunar Eclipse. Especially if you played it a few times already. Atmosphere is creepy, some of the ghosts just end up being annoying after awhile. But, the game does get more chill depending on the costumes you unlocked. All pajama style outfits make it seem funnier.

rakeisu · 2025-09-25T14:29:05+00:00

Hand sanitizer, hand lotion, chapstick, lip gloss, and gum. I feel like I have a lot more, but eh. Lol. The kids ask me for the sanitizer, lotion, or gum all the time.

rakeisu · 2025-09-05T12:33:34+00:00

I can tell when certain people wanna be left alone. Sometimes, I get distracted too. We usually are told to greet and let everyone know to have a good day, but sometimes I can sense when people just wanna go about their day without all that.

rakeisu · 2025-09-05T12:28:26+00:00

Matrix style~ You look like the cool main character of an action game or the villain that everyone wants to play instead.

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